Oct 24, 2005 07:49
This past week has been pretty hectic and what not, the usual, nothing new..........but this weekend was great! I love the fact that it literally started off when we had the social with ATO, the one that got busted! hahahah! Everyones costume was AMAZING......mellissa and her money one, and OMG sam and ASH, toooooo funny, I Loved helping them get ready for it!
I honestly think this is the first time that I can not actually describe anything.......its just weird....I dont think I could because its just not right..............besdies, the feeling is not at all that obvious! Went shopping to find a Halloween costume and BOY did I FIND A WINNER! hahahhahahah...........nuff said with that....all shall see later on! haha its pink cause we like pink fluffy bunnies! HOLLER! Had some great conversation for the first time in a long time...no judgement, no not understanding.......even heard some pretty good stories! haha! Watched chris rock on TV, which was absolutely HISTERICAL, I had tears in my eyes......met some people from Arcadia and that was cool, they were a blast! Chilled pretty much, even scared the shit out of Jim! On sunday I went to the eagles game and that was amazing........busted in the house at like nine screaming NICOLE MO, get up, we gotta go to a game to only find out if you were driving you could be there at ten thirty! WOW, so nick drove us all and OMG, hahahhahahahahahahahhaha, went to dunking donuts cause you know we gotta have our food! No one could order cause they were so confused and we get in the car and eat and its just madness cause no comment! when we get to the stadium, the bus starts to leave without us so nicole goes running through the parking lot with her arms up and screaming, thank god for drunk ppl! lol! Then just working the game was great, I love that job! hahah, the ppl are so funny! drunk people are entertaining! HA HA! After that went back to the house and went out to eat something called the big red?!!! that was really really really good, there I enjoyed more conversation! then........home and slept because I was exhausted! I dont know, what can I say..........what is there to say!?????
I wonder if you throw certain hints out there to mean one thing and then you put something else out there and mean the exact opposite? DO you do that realizing you do or do you do it because relly dont mean to? I bet you cant decide or figure out the feelings inside, you want to but you cant because you are afraid........................but remember...................."where there is a will there is a way." and nothing is impossible, NOTHING..........................................and no obsticals should get in your way of the things you want the most, you just have to WANT it! I know i want................................I just want for you to tell me..........................tell me exactly how you feel...........................................................................................................................................................................................................sigh..................................................and as for my other friend..................I will be here for a long time and no matter where I go, you will be going with me, because, well, you have to...you have always been right there, you know what i mean!
off to class,
Jenny