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I haven't cried like that in years. Not in front of Jordan, or anyone. But that was...
It was scary. I mean hell, we were just havin' fun in the rain for a few minutes and then it just grabbed me. A vampire grabbed me and tried to bite my neck, suck my blood, kill me...maybe even make me one em'. At least that's what Jordan said after I calmed down. He couldn't explain the lightning though. That, or he just wasn't telling me everything. Figures...maybe he's still pissed about the Taffy thing.
I wasn't that bad, was I? I just wanted to...well I don't what I wanted to do exactly but it's just so fuckin' weird havin Jor running around like some love bird. He used to be all about the music, all about his band n' Case, and now it's just teachin' and his chick. He hardly even visits home anymore. Does he not wanna see me?
I can deal with that. I've dealt with too much shit already to start complaining. Here I thought...I thought everything would be okay when we went out into the storm.
I'll just have to do some actin, that's all. I can be the good little sis when Jor's around and when he's not? I'll just be me. Cuz right now I'm all I've got.
It was scary. I mean hell, we were just havin' fun in the rain for a few minutes and then it just grabbed me. A vampire grabbed me and tried to bite my neck, suck my blood, kill me...maybe even make me one em'. At least that's what Jordan said after I calmed down. He couldn't explain the lightning though. That, or he just wasn't telling me everything. Figures...maybe he's still pissed about the Taffy thing.
I wasn't that bad, was I? I just wanted to...well I don't what I wanted to do exactly but it's just so fuckin' weird havin Jor running around like some love bird. He used to be all about the music, all about his band n' Case, and now it's just teachin' and his chick. He hardly even visits home anymore. Does he not wanna see me?
I can deal with that. I've dealt with too much shit already to start complaining. Here I thought...I thought everything would be okay when we went out into the storm.
I'll just have to do some actin, that's all. I can be the good little sis when Jor's around and when he's not? I'll just be me. Cuz right now I'm all I've got.