Sep 11, 2002 11:38
We decided on a late night whim to go to the Tapping the Vein show down at the Grape Street Pub. We ran into Thom and Christianne, Tim minus Helen, Dave & Stephanie, Kyle, Linda & Liz and a few others. It struck me that I hadn't seen TTV since right before Tim quit working for psychoes and started his company.
I kind of want to go to Shampoo tonight, but I'm not sure yet. It depends on how tired I am. Tim has early meetings so he doesn't want to go. I might drop Liz a line if I decide to go.
I'm really tired. I forgot that our company is serving a catered lunch today. Guess I can toss my lunch in the fridge. I have my Surrealism class in an hour.
My books are taking forever to arrive this year. I ordered a book to be delivered overnight last Thursday and I still don't have it. I need to read 5 chapters in it.
I feel okay today. My cathartic essay/post helped a bit. I haven't really watched any tele yet. I turned the TV on around 8am and drifted in and out of consciousness for about two hours.
I feel sort of numb and a need to be strong instead of weepy. I hate crying. I've done way too much of it in my life though.
Everything is so quiet today, like the entire city is walking on eggshells. The flags are at half-mast. Everything is memorialized. Everything seems so funerary.
more later
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books,
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music,
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