Wake me up inside...
So things happened around here that, at first, confused me. But then a couple posts later, I think I got the jist of it. *sighs* All this is making my head hurt and is making me upset. I wish all of my mates would just be happy, but of course that could never be. I wish I could do a lot of things which are impossible. So all I can offer is my support if any of you need me. You all know I love you and that I'll be around if needed.
Today was a tad weird for me. Things happened, misconceptions especially, and I think I honestly screwed up something. I talked to an ex-boyfriend of mine whom I haven't seen in ages, and it made me aware of a lot of things. About the prospect of falling in love, and how utterly scared I am of ever experiencing it again, knowing that maybe it will end in heartache, as it did before. But to be truly happy, you have to take risks, chances if you want your life to be truly fulfilled.
It's so early in the morning that my brain is frazzled. I miss everyone, the Kittens, Molly, Jo, Sean, Athina, Char, just everyone. Maybe I should sleep on it. Things usually get better in the morning, right?
Today was a tad weird for me. Things happened, misconceptions especially, and I think I honestly screwed up something. I talked to an ex-boyfriend of mine whom I haven't seen in ages, and it made me aware of a lot of things. About the prospect of falling in love, and how utterly scared I am of ever experiencing it again, knowing that maybe it will end in heartache, as it did before. But to be truly happy, you have to take risks, chances if you want your life to be truly fulfilled.
It's so early in the morning that my brain is frazzled. I miss everyone, the Kittens, Molly, Jo, Sean, Athina, Char, just everyone. Maybe I should sleep on it. Things usually get better in the morning, right?