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Yeah I really suck at updating, but really I try. I just never am in the mood for it except when something pretty bad happens or I think is important. Life has been alright...Spring break was fun. Mandy's 21st birthday was a blast! I'll never forget Zach being completely wasted and me crashing my car into a pole (not a lot of damage...just enough to make it noticable). Fun times. Thanks for inviting me out those two nights. I needed to get out!
I can't say life isn't stressful because I'd be lying. The problem with house is still present. My dad still doesn't have a job. Of course NOW my dad has some health issues. Yeah...he has high blood pressure. Well he was on meds for that, but they were making him feel dizzy when they weren't suppose to. So they doctor did some blood work. Found out he has a problem with his liver. He has more enzymes then he should...so I am not sure what that could mean. It could be normal, but it could be something seriously wrong. So my dad has to go to the hospital to get it checked out. So...I'm worried about that too. As much as my father does annoy me, I love him dearly. I just hope he doesn't have anything seriously wrong.
With everything going on its hard for me to focus. I've noticed that. I am always on the computer escaping everything I have to deal with on a daily basis. Work, school, family problems, friendships, and even romantic problems...I've really slacked off and I told myself not to. I need to clean my room. Its hideous. I have to really start focusing on my school work and try to pull decent grades! Especially on my research paper for my English class. I also need to improve my health. I need to join a gym or something...cause ugh...I hate my image. Pretty face...everything else...not so much.
So tomorrow I plan on getting up around 9 and clean out my car entirely, then go to the school early and work on my research paper collecting more information then go to class, after class I have to meet up with Anthony and do him a favor. Then I have to do my English homework and possible Sculpture homework. Wednesday I go to class and work like usual....Then Thursday I should clean my room out entirely. From top to bottom. Throw out the shit I don't need...go through old clothes and get rid of what I don't like and what doesn't fit. Go to class....then come home and work on English homework. Sounds like a plan. I sure hope so! :) On Friday I have to work 4-10 and I know there is a possible club outing that night...Saturday I am work 12-7...nothing planned yet for that day.
*sigh* Grrr...I'm just fustrated and worried about everything...I must go and finish up my English paper before I have to run to class. I'll probably update some more later on tonight about crap...
I can't say life isn't stressful because I'd be lying. The problem with house is still present. My dad still doesn't have a job. Of course NOW my dad has some health issues. Yeah...he has high blood pressure. Well he was on meds for that, but they were making him feel dizzy when they weren't suppose to. So they doctor did some blood work. Found out he has a problem with his liver. He has more enzymes then he should...so I am not sure what that could mean. It could be normal, but it could be something seriously wrong. So my dad has to go to the hospital to get it checked out. So...I'm worried about that too. As much as my father does annoy me, I love him dearly. I just hope he doesn't have anything seriously wrong.
With everything going on its hard for me to focus. I've noticed that. I am always on the computer escaping everything I have to deal with on a daily basis. Work, school, family problems, friendships, and even romantic problems...I've really slacked off and I told myself not to. I need to clean my room. Its hideous. I have to really start focusing on my school work and try to pull decent grades! Especially on my research paper for my English class. I also need to improve my health. I need to join a gym or something...cause ugh...I hate my image. Pretty face...everything else...not so much.
So tomorrow I plan on getting up around 9 and clean out my car entirely, then go to the school early and work on my research paper collecting more information then go to class, after class I have to meet up with Anthony and do him a favor. Then I have to do my English homework and possible Sculpture homework. Wednesday I go to class and work like usual....Then Thursday I should clean my room out entirely. From top to bottom. Throw out the shit I don't need...go through old clothes and get rid of what I don't like and what doesn't fit. Go to class....then come home and work on English homework. Sounds like a plan. I sure hope so! :) On Friday I have to work 4-10 and I know there is a possible club outing that night...Saturday I am work 12-7...nothing planned yet for that day.
*sigh* Grrr...I'm just fustrated and worried about everything...I must go and finish up my English paper before I have to run to class. I'll probably update some more later on tonight about crap...