You really are my Ecstacy.
So yeah...lately its been interesting and boring all at the same time? Well I guess only certain points. So recap!
Work: I always hate it. Lol. Not much of a change there except they got my availability wrong for school. So I had to let them know. They are getting me to work Sundays now which is great. We'll see how long that lasts. I'm getting real tired of Drew and his antics. I won't even begin to explain them, but he is the only person I hate in this entire world. That has to say something.
Family: My sister is sick. I don't know what she has. I hope I don't catch it. Melissa and I went shopping yesterday. SUPPORT THE BOOBS is all I have to say about that trip! Lol. I don't see my mom too often any more and my dad has recently become a little clingy as if I need a lot of support. He doesn't realize I am fine and all the emotional crap I have gone through in the last few weeks I am over it. I don't know. I should be glad that he wants to help.
Friends: Well I haven't seen or talked to Destin. That pisses me off. I've called her house several times. I won't call shawn's cell phone because I just won't. Personally I am fed up with how she always has to be near shawn, but go out with her friends for a decent amount of time with out bringing up how she has to go to Shawn's is just impossible for her. It really bothered me that she'd do that. Cause personally GUYS should never come before your BEST friends. I don't give a shit if hes bipolar and will end crying about it. I never cut my time short with my friends to hang out with Matt or any boys in my life.
Besides that I went out to the club last night with Marsha, Jessica, and Meagen (I think that is how you spell it). Pam and I were suppose to go originally, but she couldn't get to my house. So I drove up there and met the girls at Complex. It was fun actually. Better then the last time. I danced on the bar and it was great fun. I danced with a few guys. Actually the last one I danced with was a major hottie, but I was tired of the room we were in so I said I was going to go downstairs. I wanted him to follow, but he didn't. Oh well. So I go downstairs and Marsha was like we are leaving. So I said okay.
We went to Spikes. OMG...Lol. This was so funny. So I sit at the table while the girls go get some food. The guy on the otherside was talking to me while his friend was chowing down on some hotdogs, which by the way was fucking nasty. He was trying to get the goal of 7 hotdogs so he can have his picture one the wall. Of course this kid is drunk as fuck. So he is talking all sort of shit. I swear to god the most you can get out of what he was saying was mother fucker. I told the other kid that he must be embarrassed of his friend. Oh by the way they were from Mass. He kept calling his boy. I was just like uh huh. Plus the kid kept screaming out I SWALLOW. I couldn't help but laugh right there. One of the girls threw a hotdog at him and he threw his at her...We got yelled at...OOPS. Then on his way out he told us all that we needed some Stacker 2 pills (those diet pills). OMG Jessica was so pissed that she ran out the fucking door and started to attack him. Of course he ran like a fucking pansy. He also stole her shoe!!!! We were all like wtf? Maybe that is something he does...Steal shoes from girls so he can wear them later.
So thats pretty much whats been going on. Ha ha.
Love life: Not much of one. I'm not going to force anything or wish for something that might not happen. Alex and I will just stay friends. Life is too busy for him to take time out for a girl or what not. I can't say nothing will happen or happen. Oh well you know?
Me: I don't know what's up with me lately, but I am kind of worried. Why? I haven't had my period in two months. Yeah...I know what you all must be thinking. No. I am not pregnant. I've taken several tests. I don't know if I was so stressed in December with everything going on that it skipped or something medically might be wrong. I haven't had it this month, but I hope I do. These are the times you really wish you got it. I want to go to the doctors, but I have no health/medical insurence. So I'm in a tough spot. I just hope everything is okay with me. Of course the past two months have been stressful from shit at work to my break up with Matt and my lack of friends/social life... I am not sure.
Overall everything is fine except my health concern. School starts Tuesday. I have to go make a payment on that. *Joys* My car is acting up. My brakes are kind of going on it and I want to get a new car...I just don't know with everything going on. Unless it won't cost a lot to get my brakes fixed then I'll do that and not worry about getting a new car, but if its going to cost me about 500 then I'm getting a new car. I don't care what my parents say. *sigh*
I think I am going to go...I have somethings to do...Bye!!
Work: I always hate it. Lol. Not much of a change there except they got my availability wrong for school. So I had to let them know. They are getting me to work Sundays now which is great. We'll see how long that lasts. I'm getting real tired of Drew and his antics. I won't even begin to explain them, but he is the only person I hate in this entire world. That has to say something.
Family: My sister is sick. I don't know what she has. I hope I don't catch it. Melissa and I went shopping yesterday. SUPPORT THE BOOBS is all I have to say about that trip! Lol. I don't see my mom too often any more and my dad has recently become a little clingy as if I need a lot of support. He doesn't realize I am fine and all the emotional crap I have gone through in the last few weeks I am over it. I don't know. I should be glad that he wants to help.
Friends: Well I haven't seen or talked to Destin. That pisses me off. I've called her house several times. I won't call shawn's cell phone because I just won't. Personally I am fed up with how she always has to be near shawn, but go out with her friends for a decent amount of time with out bringing up how she has to go to Shawn's is just impossible for her. It really bothered me that she'd do that. Cause personally GUYS should never come before your BEST friends. I don't give a shit if hes bipolar and will end crying about it. I never cut my time short with my friends to hang out with Matt or any boys in my life.
Besides that I went out to the club last night with Marsha, Jessica, and Meagen (I think that is how you spell it). Pam and I were suppose to go originally, but she couldn't get to my house. So I drove up there and met the girls at Complex. It was fun actually. Better then the last time. I danced on the bar and it was great fun. I danced with a few guys. Actually the last one I danced with was a major hottie, but I was tired of the room we were in so I said I was going to go downstairs. I wanted him to follow, but he didn't. Oh well. So I go downstairs and Marsha was like we are leaving. So I said okay.
We went to Spikes. OMG...Lol. This was so funny. So I sit at the table while the girls go get some food. The guy on the otherside was talking to me while his friend was chowing down on some hotdogs, which by the way was fucking nasty. He was trying to get the goal of 7 hotdogs so he can have his picture one the wall. Of course this kid is drunk as fuck. So he is talking all sort of shit. I swear to god the most you can get out of what he was saying was mother fucker. I told the other kid that he must be embarrassed of his friend. Oh by the way they were from Mass. He kept calling his boy. I was just like uh huh. Plus the kid kept screaming out I SWALLOW. I couldn't help but laugh right there. One of the girls threw a hotdog at him and he threw his at her...We got yelled at...OOPS. Then on his way out he told us all that we needed some Stacker 2 pills (those diet pills). OMG Jessica was so pissed that she ran out the fucking door and started to attack him. Of course he ran like a fucking pansy. He also stole her shoe!!!! We were all like wtf? Maybe that is something he does...Steal shoes from girls so he can wear them later.
So thats pretty much whats been going on. Ha ha.
Love life: Not much of one. I'm not going to force anything or wish for something that might not happen. Alex and I will just stay friends. Life is too busy for him to take time out for a girl or what not. I can't say nothing will happen or happen. Oh well you know?
Me: I don't know what's up with me lately, but I am kind of worried. Why? I haven't had my period in two months. Yeah...I know what you all must be thinking. No. I am not pregnant. I've taken several tests. I don't know if I was so stressed in December with everything going on that it skipped or something medically might be wrong. I haven't had it this month, but I hope I do. These are the times you really wish you got it. I want to go to the doctors, but I have no health/medical insurence. So I'm in a tough spot. I just hope everything is okay with me. Of course the past two months have been stressful from shit at work to my break up with Matt and my lack of friends/social life... I am not sure.
Overall everything is fine except my health concern. School starts Tuesday. I have to go make a payment on that. *Joys* My car is acting up. My brakes are kind of going on it and I want to get a new car...I just don't know with everything going on. Unless it won't cost a lot to get my brakes fixed then I'll do that and not worry about getting a new car, but if its going to cost me about 500 then I'm getting a new car. I don't care what my parents say. *sigh*
I think I am going to go...I have somethings to do...Bye!!