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So right now I feel like I am five years old cause I am drinking out of a juice box. Ha ha. Anyways...just got angry with Marsha...wasn't the fact that she made plans with other people it was the fact that she couldn't drop it when I said I don't care. I don't care means I don't care. Hang out with all your other friends cause you see me enough...Gah...
I don't care anymore if my friends are busy hanging out with other people instead of me. Or if they don't want to hang out with me. Its too fustrating to deal with.
Um let's see on Friday I ended up going down to Matt's house to hang out with him, Jerimiah, and Alex. Matt and Jerimiah were fixing a Kia. I think we spent about four hours in the garage while they tried fixing it. It was fun for the most part. Frank tried helping, but nothing happened. So after giving up we went out to diner at Friendly's. It was fun as well. I dunno what time we departed, but I ended up staying at Matt's house for a little while...Pretty much until he sort of fell asleep on me. I told him I'm going to go home. So I left.
I haven't really done anything since then and probably won't all week. Why? Cause I'm working late everynight except Saturday and I might have plans already. Matt might be coming over tomorrow or I am going down to Norwich...I can't remember which one we decided on. Ha.
Um....I have some christmas shopping to do. I have a short list of people to buy for. Everyone else will get a card or something. I'm on the poor side and the fact that people didn't get me anything on my birthday so its like why waste money on them if they can't get you anything. So really its only immediate family and Matt. Just cause Matt spent a lot of money on my birthday. I know what I am getting my sisters so that can be done quickly.
I am debating on going to the club wednesday or not...if anyone wants to join me let me know...
Oooh I also got a hold of Victoria. I e-mailed her about a week ago. I don't know why. Just felt like I had to. So I e-mailed her and she responded. She's doing good. Probably better all of us. She works at Lowes making 12:50 an hour...lives in Danielson. So it was nice hearing from her. I figure I'll go see Amy sometime soon cause well I haven't talked to her in a long time. I should also give Denise a call and see when she's coming home from college.
Other than that I am up to nothing and live a pretty damn boring life. I think I should some how step it up a bit.
Seeing that I lack friends and a social life, I joined some volunteering that at work. We are going to try to collect food for one family that isn't well off like the rest of us so they can have a good thanksgiving. I have to talk to Elaine about it. So that might be enjoyable and help me from sitting on my ass at home.
I also decided that I am going to be saving money for an apartment. I figure that I will save up 10 grand. Yeah crazy I know, but I want to just so I can be well off. I decided to put away about 50 bucks a week, if not more. So by the time 2007 comes rolling around I can move out. This is just a plan that I hope I can stick with.
So yeah I am off to get ready for work...I'll write again sometime later..:)
I don't care anymore if my friends are busy hanging out with other people instead of me. Or if they don't want to hang out with me. Its too fustrating to deal with.
Um let's see on Friday I ended up going down to Matt's house to hang out with him, Jerimiah, and Alex. Matt and Jerimiah were fixing a Kia. I think we spent about four hours in the garage while they tried fixing it. It was fun for the most part. Frank tried helping, but nothing happened. So after giving up we went out to diner at Friendly's. It was fun as well. I dunno what time we departed, but I ended up staying at Matt's house for a little while...Pretty much until he sort of fell asleep on me. I told him I'm going to go home. So I left.
I haven't really done anything since then and probably won't all week. Why? Cause I'm working late everynight except Saturday and I might have plans already. Matt might be coming over tomorrow or I am going down to Norwich...I can't remember which one we decided on. Ha.
Um....I have some christmas shopping to do. I have a short list of people to buy for. Everyone else will get a card or something. I'm on the poor side and the fact that people didn't get me anything on my birthday so its like why waste money on them if they can't get you anything. So really its only immediate family and Matt. Just cause Matt spent a lot of money on my birthday. I know what I am getting my sisters so that can be done quickly.
I am debating on going to the club wednesday or not...if anyone wants to join me let me know...
Oooh I also got a hold of Victoria. I e-mailed her about a week ago. I don't know why. Just felt like I had to. So I e-mailed her and she responded. She's doing good. Probably better all of us. She works at Lowes making 12:50 an hour...lives in Danielson. So it was nice hearing from her. I figure I'll go see Amy sometime soon cause well I haven't talked to her in a long time. I should also give Denise a call and see when she's coming home from college.
Other than that I am up to nothing and live a pretty damn boring life. I think I should some how step it up a bit.
Seeing that I lack friends and a social life, I joined some volunteering that at work. We are going to try to collect food for one family that isn't well off like the rest of us so they can have a good thanksgiving. I have to talk to Elaine about it. So that might be enjoyable and help me from sitting on my ass at home.
I also decided that I am going to be saving money for an apartment. I figure that I will save up 10 grand. Yeah crazy I know, but I want to just so I can be well off. I decided to put away about 50 bucks a week, if not more. So by the time 2007 comes rolling around I can move out. This is just a plan that I hope I can stick with.
So yeah I am off to get ready for work...I'll write again sometime later..:)