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TRUE FRIENDS* well lets see true friends will fucking believe you when you tell them something not another friend when you know the other friend lies allot and they will talk to you about it and not just assume...... they will listen when you tell them something and they will love you will everything they have and they wont go writing stuff in their fucking journal about you when you told them the truth and they didnt fucking believe you......... yeah true friends lindsay what the fuck ever i guess we aint true friends or even best friends anymore i didnt FUCKING KISS HIM OK... i didnt know you wrote that shit in your journal until just now and it fucking hurts really bad because you said that you never fucking said i kissed him ok fuck that i know what happened and obviously you dont know me that well if you think i would fucking kiss him right in fucking front of you god i cant stand how you fucking believe megan over me and then your going to sit at school and act like everything is cool no i dont think so..... fuck that im fucking done ok...........
ok so i guess i will probably be over this soon but im pissed right now ok i love andrew to death but not as in a boyfriend kind of love its a friend kind of love i have known him almost my hole fucking life and i was friends with lindsay first and megan just went and fucked it all up i didnt kiss him and i know i didnt and lindsay if you dont believe me then whatever i guess we were never that close if you could believe megan over me we were true friends and best friends for like 5yrs and you dont even fucking trust me ok i have a boyfriend and i dont want andrew ok god dont you get that i dont like him well guess not...... well im out....... ~Jen