I want to be...
I've come so far since I first started keeping this journal. I know that now, see it, through all the ordeals, the pain, the stuff that was left over from death that I had to work through to achieve the true feeling of being in Heaven. Most people just let go- I never could. Past tense there, cause I finally have. I've worked through the pain, spanked the "inner moppet" as Cordelia would have said. I've watched my Rupert move on, Buffy become a fine woman, Willow a powerful witch, all from this cloud. Xander has impressed me the most, in many ways, such a gawky, unsure boy- I'm proud of all of them.
And now it's my turn to finally finish this moving on process. Too much pain, and ick, and I'm ready to just be happy. So I'm going to close up this journal. I'll still be here, in heaven, watching, it's just that.. well, this was the place for me to rant, and work through all the pain. Now, I've been there, done that, and it's time. So thanks to all of those who read out there, and thanks especially to Prue_p3, Grams and Chris_Perry- I'll still be here, if you need me for anything.
Now, if you'll excuse me, I'm off to read some Forever Knight fanfic and spend the rest of my afterlife as happily ever after as it gets.
And now it's my turn to finally finish this moving on process. Too much pain, and ick, and I'm ready to just be happy. So I'm going to close up this journal. I'll still be here, in heaven, watching, it's just that.. well, this was the place for me to rant, and work through all the pain. Now, I've been there, done that, and it's time. So thanks to all of those who read out there, and thanks especially to Prue_p3, Grams and Chris_Perry- I'll still be here, if you need me for anything.
Now, if you'll excuse me, I'm off to read some Forever Knight fanfic and spend the rest of my afterlife as happily ever after as it gets.