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Sorry I haven't posted. My clan has fallen into complete disorder, and since most of us left here are... well, not dealing well, I went straight from the spellcasting to organizing services, fixing up the clan order- all of the Elders of the Clans were killed, and there are very few people who know the inner workings. Luckily, Uncle and I grew closer since my death, and...
And I miss him. He didn't deserve to die. None of them did. And all this week, I've been running, nonstop, speaking at memorials, making sure everyone is reunited, trying to give some semblance of order (my people are very big on this.) Haven't even been able to sit down and think yet. Mourning has been out of the question, and I planned to spend today doing that. Unfortunately, I wasn't able to go to Prue, wanted to go see her... and then, I got Joyce's call. Prue... Prue... is evil.
I'm turning into the Clan Leader de facto and my best friend is evil. And I feel completely torn. My Clan needs me, desperately. But my best friend does, too. I need to find her. Maybe I can talk to her... we were closer, and I know what it feels like... I'm going to her. Now. I know my Clan needs me, I know, have respobility, am shirking said responsibility, but... screw them. Prue is more important than any of them.
And I miss him. He didn't deserve to die. None of them did. And all this week, I've been running, nonstop, speaking at memorials, making sure everyone is reunited, trying to give some semblance of order (my people are very big on this.) Haven't even been able to sit down and think yet. Mourning has been out of the question, and I planned to spend today doing that. Unfortunately, I wasn't able to go to Prue, wanted to go see her... and then, I got Joyce's call. Prue... Prue... is evil.
I'm turning into the Clan Leader de facto and my best friend is evil. And I feel completely torn. My Clan needs me, desperately. But my best friend does, too. I need to find her. Maybe I can talk to her... we were closer, and I know what it feels like... I'm going to her. Now. I know my Clan needs me, I know, have respobility, am shirking said responsibility, but... screw them. Prue is more important than any of them.