Learning to Live
Mmph. I think Prue and I stayed up a little too late last night. She's still back at my place, but I'm out shopping for food and such, got stuck in horrible traffic. Such is typical here, though, but Prue really doesn't want us to go back up there.
It's really a lot more fun with Prue around, though, she's a great roomie. But I'm really worried about her, with what happened up there... I hope I can cheer her up tonight, I'm getting her favorite foods- hamburgers, and fries from the local burger joint that's suppossed to be decent. (Costs me a damn fortune, but then again, it's LA.) and maybe some fun stuff for tonight. I don't to get her drunk, because I sometimes get worried about her, and she knows it. Maybe we can have a late night Wal*Mart run? I did those with some friends when I first came to the States, it was a helluva lot of fun. That and Costco, if they have them out here.
On the other hand, I talked to Lilah Morgan yesterday. This was, indeed, strange, as I realize there are strange parallels in our character, mainly regarding that we were in love- or at least, in her case- screwing Watchers (or former) when we were killed, and Angelus played a major role. Back on track, though, I went to her about Cole. Yes, yes, I know when he finds out, he'll probably kick my ass, but she had me keep an eye on him as Rebecca, and I figured... I figured that maybe if I presented it in the right way to Lilah, she'd get Wolfram and Hart to help.
I don't know. I still feel so much guilt for what I did when I was in that body. I mean, I helped bring out the Source. What worse could I do? And I want nothing more to help Cole, to rectify what I wronged. I finally got to talk to him, and... he's not doing too good. I tried to talk to Morrigan, get what she's really up to, and I don't trust her. I'm sorry Prue, but I'll be perfectly honest, I don't. But then again, I do have issues transferring guilt, and I mean, really. Cole, what's happening to him... It's all my fault, and...
Nevermind- it looks like the accident got cleared up, and I probably shouldn't post and drive at the same time- especially not about my issues.
On another note, still haven't talked to Lindsey. Maybe I should drop by W&H on the way back? I should probably get back to Prue...
It's really a lot more fun with Prue around, though, she's a great roomie. But I'm really worried about her, with what happened up there... I hope I can cheer her up tonight, I'm getting her favorite foods- hamburgers, and fries from the local burger joint that's suppossed to be decent. (Costs me a damn fortune, but then again, it's LA.) and maybe some fun stuff for tonight. I don't to get her drunk, because I sometimes get worried about her, and she knows it. Maybe we can have a late night Wal*Mart run? I did those with some friends when I first came to the States, it was a helluva lot of fun. That and Costco, if they have them out here.
On the other hand, I talked to Lilah Morgan yesterday. This was, indeed, strange, as I realize there are strange parallels in our character, mainly regarding that we were in love- or at least, in her case- screwing Watchers (or former) when we were killed, and Angelus played a major role. Back on track, though, I went to her about Cole. Yes, yes, I know when he finds out, he'll probably kick my ass, but she had me keep an eye on him as Rebecca, and I figured... I figured that maybe if I presented it in the right way to Lilah, she'd get Wolfram and Hart to help.
I don't know. I still feel so much guilt for what I did when I was in that body. I mean, I helped bring out the Source. What worse could I do? And I want nothing more to help Cole, to rectify what I wronged. I finally got to talk to him, and... he's not doing too good. I tried to talk to Morrigan, get what she's really up to, and I don't trust her. I'm sorry Prue, but I'll be perfectly honest, I don't. But then again, I do have issues transferring guilt, and I mean, really. Cole, what's happening to him... It's all my fault, and...
Nevermind- it looks like the accident got cleared up, and I probably shouldn't post and drive at the same time- especially not about my issues.
On another note, still haven't talked to Lindsey. Maybe I should drop by W&H on the way back? I should probably get back to Prue...