My heart is stretching

Apr 03, 2005 22:48

Friends are addictive. The more time I spend with them the more I want to be with them. Aw this weekend was so great. refer to msn name: "❤ Jeŋ ❤ *SleepOver* Such a good weekend... .:.Val, Britt, Daniel, Sam n Sean.:. (l)I luv u SO much(l)" Most of us have our names as refering to this weekend lol. I just got off the phone with Val. It's amazing how I was at her house from Friday-Sunday and then when she calls we still have tons to talk about. It's always that way with her. And then Sam's like I'd call but I know you have work, and then Dan sad he'll call tomorrow....Friends are addictive, what more proof do we need? This weekend was crazy spontaneous. And when ever someone talks to me about how much fun they had I feel all mushy. Okay yep now Sean's the only person who has to go on about it to me. My heart is so full of LOVEEEE. Brittany's leaving next year for sure. Sam is most likely. And if Val leaves too I don't know what I'll do to myself. I'm not sure who all is leaving. Okay that's extremely SAD. I'm the youngest one so it figures. I will get emotional...but I don't care I'll still love with all I am. Anytime I felt like I should hold back so that good-byes don't hurt as much is gone. I don't care because this is worth it. I love people so much. (Not just these guys this weekend but lots more people; if you're reading this I love you to death.)

Ok I sounded so extremely cheesy but I so mean every word. I don't know what I'd do without my friends. I love you SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOo MUCH!

**EXTREMELY** funny momments:
Helmet
Hercules
RKelly ss
Jack Johnson
Vacuum

Aww and the cup man, screaming, laughing till I snorted-ok I dont usually snort, getting ready, making the guys tell us a love story (I actually fell asleep...good thing Britt woke me), sweaters, stinky friends..etc. Lol...Uncontrollable Girls/Guys...sean gave us a demonstration of what Axe does to girls hormones...on Sam...yes Dan and Sean dancing...aw so many good times...gr I sound so cliche...like in yearbooks where really u hardly ever talked to them but they're lke "soo many good tymez". haha this is for real though. SO real.

And not just for laughs but the hard times too...like Friday night when I got there I was upset bout stuff so Val can read me like a book so she asked what's wrong...so I basically find myself crying in her arms.

And you need guys in your life that will tell you that they love you, as friends. I don't know what I'd do without my guy friends. And when they tell me they love me (and I no there are no strings attached) it just means a lot.

We have our differences, our fights, our tears, our annouying behaviour, but I'll ALWAYS love you guys. And I'll NEVER forget you.

Aw you know what seriously not just the people who were there other people too.

And when you talk about how much fun you have, how much you love certain friends, you know in your heart if you're just saying it or if you really feel it deep.

And when you love someone enough, you're not afraid to make a fool of yourself for them and really put yourself out there.

~Jen<3

p.s. aHA...I knew to copy this one in case it didn't go through...and it didn't...but I had it copied:D
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