Apr 26, 2007 17:01
Everyone's posts seemed full of some kind of hurt, disappointment or sadness. So I am going to stray from those topics.
So i tried explaining to someone what a hopeless romantic was. I tried saying what love is and what its meant to be..
I said, "Eventually being single becomes lonely. You get used to someone being around you that cares for you and is there to fall into when your just laying around or his arm around you as you sit at the lunch table and feel... right. All in all its just an amazing feeling.."
His responce, "Sounds like you got to live through it. Because your idea of amazing i bet is a lot different then mine"
I guess he first made a point with the first thing, you have to live through it to actually know what it feels and how it is. But maybe I just think everyone should know becuase I have read so many books, and also so many of them with fairy tale endings in them.
There is no real reason to my true love rant other then getting my point across. A point I am not even sure I even discussed, but thats okay because I am sure you have all read something or saw someone or felt something between someone that you couldn't explain. Or you haven't and you will sometime, but at the moment you don't believe in it. Just have faith in fate.
I want to be a writer.
You have all probably heard that from me at some time or another, but I am having trouble. You will probably not hear me admit this again but sometimes I believe I can only write one type of genre and even that I have trouble writing. I can come up with the ideas and the storyline and the plot and the characters. But I can't write it. For instance I have this amazing story I want to write. It's one story I have thought of and actually think could make it out there in some form, but I can't write it.
I don't know whether it is because I don't have what it takes. Or maybe it's because I don't have the inspiration, but no matter how many times I sit at a computer or at my desk or my favorite (in my bed at night with the light on) I write some really good pages and then don't know where to take it from there....
Again, not sure what the point of this post was, maybe just some great want of getting some of my own words out there and since there is really nothing POSTING worthy in my life to write about I decided to write about the randomness of my mind. Or something like that..
Realizing what some friends mean to you is a good thing, and I hope no matter what I am there for them always and we can, years later, meet up for coffee or go out for lunch and talk about work and the kids just as we did when now except with different topics of discussion.
I hope everyone has a better week if they aren't having such a great one or if you are I hope you continue to have a great week because no matter who you are having a crappy week sucks. Just know I am here for anyone to talk to!
-The Boss
(inside joke)