Lately
Even though it's in French, I DARE you to get this song out of your head.
The universe, it seems, is telling me in not so subtle ways that ridiculous, childish fears are holding me back. That I'm missing out on so much by being closed minded. Yes, I agree with those telling me this, they're right. I feel as if there's little room for me to make childish and overly emo rationalizations, overreact childishly, and simply withdraw from everyone when I REALLY should be reaching out and making my presence known to my social circle again. I feel very much as if there's a war within me between my adult self and my child self. I feel like my adult self has to kick my childish self to the curb more often than not now. I don't want to completely kill the child in me, but I cannot let these ridiculous rationalizations rule me either.However, I do wonder how in the world do the most clueless people in the world are the ones that get ahead in this world? Do I have to shut off my brain, lose a clue and just compete with everyone? I just don't want to be an asshole, stepping on everyone's toes.
Click to viewThe universe, it seems, is telling me in not so subtle ways that ridiculous, childish fears are holding me back. That I'm missing out on so much by being closed minded. Yes, I agree with those telling me this, they're right. I feel as if there's little room for me to make childish and overly emo rationalizations, overreact childishly, and simply withdraw from everyone when I REALLY should be reaching out and making my presence known to my social circle again. I feel very much as if there's a war within me between my adult self and my child self. I feel like my adult self has to kick my childish self to the curb more often than not now. I don't want to completely kill the child in me, but I cannot let these ridiculous rationalizations rule me either.However, I do wonder how in the world do the most clueless people in the world are the ones that get ahead in this world? Do I have to shut off my brain, lose a clue and just compete with everyone? I just don't want to be an asshole, stepping on everyone's toes.