bleh, i'm so confused.
ok,the last couple of days have been so weird...
tuesday
ok, dustin and tj (dustin's cousin) came over to my house today and stayed over here for about 2 in a half hours and then they had to go home because it was about to storm. it was cool though, we hung out and chilled. then i went skating and so did dustin. it was all cool at first and then it seemed like he wasn't paying any attention to me and i got kinda mad. was i wrong for that? i don't think i was. ok, well then i went home and dustin was still over at tj's and he can't talk onthe phone afte 10 so i called my bestfriend eva and i talked to her from 9:30 until 2:30. i told her that i thought dustin was gonna break up with me and all this other shit and i felt pretty sure that he was.
wednesday
mine and dustin's 2 month anniversary was today. ok, let's see i dreampt that dustin was gonna break up with me. that's pretty bad because i usually dream about him but its good stuff. so then tj calls me an tells me that dustin wants to break up with me. i started crying and all this other shit and he goes 'god, i'm just kidding.'and i'm like are you 4real? and he said no. then eva calls me and i was still crying and i got hr to call tj and ask if dustin really did break up with me and he said he did. ok. i couldn't believe it. so i got online and i changed my profiles and but poems on them. then dustin gets online and he started talking to me, but i got kicked off and couldn't save the convo... so he's like 'what are you dewin?' and i was like i just got through changing my profiles and i told him to look at them. then i go i need to make a new aim s/n because i can't use jennilovesdustin anymore. and he goes why not don't you still love me? and i was like yeah, but it wouldn't be right. so he's like you can still use it. then i change the subject and go. should i go with dixie to bham or not and he's like no,you might meet somebody else. so? it's not like i'm going out with anyone. and he's all like 'should i go back out with you or stay single' i was like why are you asking me? and then tj gets on and says give dustin a day or two and he might go back out with you but he wants to be single right now. and here's the convo this girl named tara and dustin had...
tara: r u and jenni still going out
tara: /
tara: /
dustin: u know i broke up with jenni
tara: u did?
dustin: yes
tara: when?
dustin: do u think i should out back out with her
dustin: today
tara: i dont no
tara: what good is my answer
tara: do what u want to
tara: if u want to go back out with just ask her back out
tara: if u wanna go out with sum 1 else ask them out
tara: make any sense?
tara: all i can say is d what u want to
tara: what ever u do make sure ur happy when u do it
dustin: ok
tara: ok dustin?
tara: ok
dustin: read her profile
tara: let me ask u something
tara: whats her sn
dustin: what
dustin: pinkkfuzzies
tara: y did u break up with her?
dustin: i dont know
tara: did sum 1 tell u to?
dustin: no
tara: do u love her?
dustin: yes
tara: do u want to go back out with her?
tara: nm
dustin: a little
tara: do u think u made the right choice
tara: ?
tara: do u?
tara: hey ,can i ask u another ?
tara: please
dustin: what
tara: r u happy
tara: do me a favor
tara: please
dustin: wut
tara: dont break up with her again
dustin: k
tara: yall r a good couple
ok, then dustin calls me later that night from his house. and i was like i don't think i'm going skating friday night because nobody's going and i don't have a boyfriend so there's no sense in going. then he says how do you know that you don't have a boyfriend? i mean i think i would know, right? so later on in the conversation he's like so are we going out? and i said i didn't know and he goes well it's up to you and i said yeah. so does that mean we broke up, or not? im so confused.
thursday
ok, dustin called me and woke me u at 10 this morning and we talked for a little while then he had to go to work and i got online for a few minutes then watched rolie polie olie and then went back to sleep and didn't get up until 4. my cousins and my aunt and uncle came over about 8 and cooked dinner and were supposed to go swimming but it was storming so we went swimming for a few minutes until the lightning got worse and i got scared and got out. they didn't leave until about midnight. dustin called me 2 times in between then but he really didn't say much.
* jennuhfur *
tuesday
ok, dustin and tj (dustin's cousin) came over to my house today and stayed over here for about 2 in a half hours and then they had to go home because it was about to storm. it was cool though, we hung out and chilled. then i went skating and so did dustin. it was all cool at first and then it seemed like he wasn't paying any attention to me and i got kinda mad. was i wrong for that? i don't think i was. ok, well then i went home and dustin was still over at tj's and he can't talk onthe phone afte 10 so i called my bestfriend eva and i talked to her from 9:30 until 2:30. i told her that i thought dustin was gonna break up with me and all this other shit and i felt pretty sure that he was.
wednesday
mine and dustin's 2 month anniversary was today. ok, let's see i dreampt that dustin was gonna break up with me. that's pretty bad because i usually dream about him but its good stuff. so then tj calls me an tells me that dustin wants to break up with me. i started crying and all this other shit and he goes 'god, i'm just kidding.'and i'm like are you 4real? and he said no. then eva calls me and i was still crying and i got hr to call tj and ask if dustin really did break up with me and he said he did. ok. i couldn't believe it. so i got online and i changed my profiles and but poems on them. then dustin gets online and he started talking to me, but i got kicked off and couldn't save the convo... so he's like 'what are you dewin?' and i was like i just got through changing my profiles and i told him to look at them. then i go i need to make a new aim s/n because i can't use jennilovesdustin anymore. and he goes why not don't you still love me? and i was like yeah, but it wouldn't be right. so he's like you can still use it. then i change the subject and go. should i go with dixie to bham or not and he's like no,you might meet somebody else. so? it's not like i'm going out with anyone. and he's all like 'should i go back out with you or stay single' i was like why are you asking me? and then tj gets on and says give dustin a day or two and he might go back out with you but he wants to be single right now. and here's the convo this girl named tara and dustin had...
tara: r u and jenni still going out
tara: /
tara: /
dustin: u know i broke up with jenni
tara: u did?
dustin: yes
tara: when?
dustin: do u think i should out back out with her
dustin: today
tara: i dont no
tara: what good is my answer
tara: do what u want to
tara: if u want to go back out with just ask her back out
tara: if u wanna go out with sum 1 else ask them out
tara: make any sense?
tara: all i can say is d what u want to
tara: what ever u do make sure ur happy when u do it
dustin: ok
tara: ok dustin?
tara: ok
dustin: read her profile
tara: let me ask u something
tara: whats her sn
dustin: what
dustin: pinkkfuzzies
tara: y did u break up with her?
dustin: i dont know
tara: did sum 1 tell u to?
dustin: no
tara: do u love her?
dustin: yes
tara: do u want to go back out with her?
tara: nm
dustin: a little
tara: do u think u made the right choice
tara: ?
tara: do u?
tara: hey ,can i ask u another ?
tara: please
dustin: what
tara: r u happy
tara: do me a favor
tara: please
dustin: wut
tara: dont break up with her again
dustin: k
tara: yall r a good couple
ok, then dustin calls me later that night from his house. and i was like i don't think i'm going skating friday night because nobody's going and i don't have a boyfriend so there's no sense in going. then he says how do you know that you don't have a boyfriend? i mean i think i would know, right? so later on in the conversation he's like so are we going out? and i said i didn't know and he goes well it's up to you and i said yeah. so does that mean we broke up, or not? im so confused.
thursday
ok, dustin called me and woke me u at 10 this morning and we talked for a little while then he had to go to work and i got online for a few minutes then watched rolie polie olie and then went back to sleep and didn't get up until 4. my cousins and my aunt and uncle came over about 8 and cooked dinner and were supposed to go swimming but it was storming so we went swimming for a few minutes until the lightning got worse and i got scared and got out. they didn't leave until about midnight. dustin called me 2 times in between then but he really didn't say much.
* jennuhfur *