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I am so pathetically sick today that I'm glad for it. I can't focus on anything at all, I can't even be sad that I'm home and back to what I still have to call my life. My time with Sam is also my life, but it feels different. So different, I'm so ridiculously happy and whole that now I'm just this sniffly, dirty shell of ... something.
mehhh.
So I just saw a trailer for Children of Men, which is one of the most brutal and unrelenting and fascinating movies I've ever seen, and "Map of the Problematique" is in the background. I don't really know how it connects except for the "when will this loneliness be over?" thang. But damn. Great movie, great song.
uhhhh so blank.
Pictures will ensue when I steal them from Sam, and I just realized we only have like two of us together and they're kind of bad. I'm not sure if I should be sad or not, but I just like to have one from every visit.