rant and moreee
It's okay because people worship these people and I keep telling myself that it's okay. But I don't get it. I really don't get it.
I have a feeling that they'll decide to take me off of Moderator for the Stage Crew groups. It's only soon they'll cut me out of the system and then I won't be part of Stage Crew anymore. Why do I have this helpless feeling again like I'm going to be some outsider? I thought that Stage Crew was my thing...
It's like everyone's always thinking about what they're good at and I realize I'm not good at anything. It's sort of weird that Hannah Lee's brother is upstairs my house now.
I don't like that Josh is only nice to me when he wants something. It feels weird because I keep doing really nice remarks when I know that I'm actually really sad. It feels like it did when he would go to Florida for a week and I'd stay in Chicago. Why does it feel like that when we aren't dating anymore? It's true. Bad times. I never want to date him again.
I have a feeling that they'll decide to take me off of Moderator for the Stage Crew groups. It's only soon they'll cut me out of the system and then I won't be part of Stage Crew anymore. Why do I have this helpless feeling again like I'm going to be some outsider? I thought that Stage Crew was my thing...
It's like everyone's always thinking about what they're good at and I realize I'm not good at anything. It's sort of weird that Hannah Lee's brother is upstairs my house now.
I don't like that Josh is only nice to me when he wants something. It feels weird because I keep doing really nice remarks when I know that I'm actually really sad. It feels like it did when he would go to Florida for a week and I'd stay in Chicago. Why does it feel like that when we aren't dating anymore? It's true. Bad times. I never want to date him again.