the only thing that matters is just following your heart and eventually you'll finally get it right.
so i'm feeling better by leaps and bounds today, at least compared to last night. even though i woke up wanting to listen to bright lights, big city, the first thing i did getting up was turn on the ataris' so long, astoria on my stereo. since my computer was off. i got the overwhelming urge to sleep in as close to total darkness and silence as possible last night, so i uplugged the eternal christmas lights and shut down my computer for the night, for the first time since probably christmas break, and slept in only the light of the sun coming up and the streetlight thing outside, and only the noise of the rain and the fuckasses who were making a drunken ruckus down on the ground outside. kelly and cassie just left for san fran, emily is at home, liz is doing some christiany environmental thing today, so i'm the only one here until evening at least...i think i'm going to try emily's powder laundry soap and see if i can get something done today, for once. i think i will def finish my mus270 busy work by the end of tomorrow. that's about it.