Feb 03, 2006 23:03
Don't know why I'm updating this...don't know why I bother, don't know much of anything at the moment...go figure...
I don't know what it is or why it happens but I'm definately hating my highs and lows (mainly the lows)...I don't know what seems to be eating inside of me but there is something and I can't figure it out, something that has me feeling very negative...something that has me procrastinating...something that has me feeling terrible about myself...something that has me disgusted in myself...something that is missing...something that I'm longing to have...
Perhaps I know the answers to some of those but nontheless, it's bothering me to no end...it's just a feeling I can't seem to shake...so be it I suppose...
I really hate winter, spring and summer are my thing, nice warm weather, the sun shining, sunshowers, the beach...ah how I wish it were summer already...
Well, I'm done saying pointless things that are worthless to whomever reads this...
Goodnight Loves ♥