I talked to Mike the other night for the first time since the break-up and it was a little awkward at first but we just talked like we normally would and out of no where, he tells me he misses me...I wanted to hear that in the worst way b/c I miss him more than anyone will ever know...it's been eating me from inside...I would give anything just to see him like right now...that would be so nice but I don't want to get my hopes up, so I guess we'll see what happens with us over time...
I went to Jackson today with the madre, sister, and my aunt and I met up with Kelseypoo and we got our nails done and met up with my family for dinner and then we went to Wal-Mart, Target and Kohls cos I was in search of more Giants Gear being that over here sucks cos it's all Eagle's shit...Fuck the Eagles...lol...so I bought comfy NYG pj pants and a kick as gray Giants:Eli Manning shirt that I am totally wearing right now...lol! And then we hit up the mall to look at dresses for her sweet 16...so it was a fun day...
So I pull into the driveway at like 1am and see I had a voicemail and I checked to see whose call I missed but it wouldn't tell me so I went to listen to the message to see who it was and it was Mike...I just don't know when he called but it couldn't have been long ago...so I called back and left him a message cos he didn't answer...I just can't get over him...I can't let go...I can't move on...he was everything to me...as hard as that is for people to understand...IDK...I need to stop rambling on now cos it's late and I should get some sleep cos I'm going to go to the Oakcrest Competition later to see the show cos I heard it's even better now so yeah...
I finally agreed with one of the postsecret's this week...
Goodnight ♥