Keep on truckin
I need some help. A little push in the right direction. It's crazy how financial worries can stress you out so much. I always told myself I would get through this, but I don't seem to be getting as far as I want to. It's hard living on your own. I can do it.
I just constantly need to remind myself what I'm grateful for.
A beloved boyfriend.
A steady job.
An above average school career.
Friends to listen to me when I need them to.
I'm still so self conscious, and I absolutely love the fact that Alex loves me as I am. I'm constantly uncomfortable. when will I be content with myself? I think it's because I have all of these aspirations, but I never try as hard as I can to achieve them. Today at work, Heather was talking to Matt about an idea she had for the IHOBF( International House of Blues Foundation). She wrote up a proposal and turned it into HR and IHOBF. How come I've never had the drive to do that? Why aren't I innovative and creative enough to think of things like that?
Ideas. ideas. ideas.
I do need some inspiration. I'm so lazy that I haven't worked on my looks in so long. I let myself go, and look like I just woke up.
I stress myself out way too much. Sometimes I think Alex is too good for me. I think we balance each other out really well. We're opposites but we share the same values and ideals.
What would I do without him? We've been together for 4 months and I've already broken down to him twice from all the stress.
Where's the inspiration, the motivation when you need it?
I just constantly need to remind myself what I'm grateful for.
A beloved boyfriend.
A steady job.
An above average school career.
Friends to listen to me when I need them to.
I'm still so self conscious, and I absolutely love the fact that Alex loves me as I am. I'm constantly uncomfortable. when will I be content with myself? I think it's because I have all of these aspirations, but I never try as hard as I can to achieve them. Today at work, Heather was talking to Matt about an idea she had for the IHOBF( International House of Blues Foundation). She wrote up a proposal and turned it into HR and IHOBF. How come I've never had the drive to do that? Why aren't I innovative and creative enough to think of things like that?
Ideas. ideas. ideas.
I do need some inspiration. I'm so lazy that I haven't worked on my looks in so long. I let myself go, and look like I just woke up.
I stress myself out way too much. Sometimes I think Alex is too good for me. I think we balance each other out really well. We're opposites but we share the same values and ideals.
What would I do without him? We've been together for 4 months and I've already broken down to him twice from all the stress.
Where's the inspiration, the motivation when you need it?