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erm...cleaned gmas house, worked out, had macomber rehersal, a lil break, then a show.
this was the best show ever...in my opinion. not cuz we did amazing...i think a lot would disagree with that, however we did not do as bad as some negative comments were said. ha. anyways...it was fucking cold. we were outside in shirts n hoodies, for an hour n a half setting up equipment, had 5 minutes inside, came out for another 15, had 5 minutes again of warmth, then did a short show n stayed out for a little. it was for the soldier from iraq whos ears got burned off. there were a bunch of higher rank military people in uniform, and it was a christmas tree lighting of 160 people from st claire shores who are in the military names were on the tree by paper. the audience wanted to be there, although they were not there for us, they knew we were there to support so they appreiated us and lots of them just came up to a lot of us after telling us good job or wahtever. i duno, it was just good and kind of a big deal to be apart of. of course when we played God Bless The USA, all us girls cried, some boys too. All for our own reasons, and the country and stuff. It was cold, but a good night.
We got back to Macomb early, and I saw the old Techie i had a crush on. Got all excited and stuff for the moment. Said Hi. Then found out, hes moving to Florida. What is it with me? AM I meant to be a lesbian...or a nun? Something that avoids being in a relatioonship cuz anytime I find someone I like, they are gone. And I mean that literally, every single guy. Lex/South Carolina Derrick/California Ian/Florida Darrell/Germany. Im not saying I want to give up on Darrell. I like him a lot, clearly..i dont need to defend that, but Im just saying...every single time, like im not meant for anyone. Anywho..I went to bed a couple days ago, and the song, Still The One by Shania Twain came on, and i just automatically cried. I knew why, but at te same time I was just confused. What am I doing with this? I think im just passed due for a letter to see whats going on.
Wckd Blue Jay: jenn, things just dont ever look to bright side for ya lol its terrible and yet ironic at the same time
Im pretty much avoiding a social Life. I dunno if its on purpose or not, but I keep getting myself involved with everything possible. I always did in High School, but now even more. Macombers, school, Assisting with Cinderella, Choir Booster, Walgreens, House Cleaning, working out. Gma was asking me if I had time to do Choir Boosters, and telling me to just tell them what to do, not actually get involved in doing stuff...but I need busy work to keep me away from I dunno what. Thinkin bout stuff I guess. Id unno, i need to go to sleep.
this was the best show ever...in my opinion. not cuz we did amazing...i think a lot would disagree with that, however we did not do as bad as some negative comments were said. ha. anyways...it was fucking cold. we were outside in shirts n hoodies, for an hour n a half setting up equipment, had 5 minutes inside, came out for another 15, had 5 minutes again of warmth, then did a short show n stayed out for a little. it was for the soldier from iraq whos ears got burned off. there were a bunch of higher rank military people in uniform, and it was a christmas tree lighting of 160 people from st claire shores who are in the military names were on the tree by paper. the audience wanted to be there, although they were not there for us, they knew we were there to support so they appreiated us and lots of them just came up to a lot of us after telling us good job or wahtever. i duno, it was just good and kind of a big deal to be apart of. of course when we played God Bless The USA, all us girls cried, some boys too. All for our own reasons, and the country and stuff. It was cold, but a good night.
We got back to Macomb early, and I saw the old Techie i had a crush on. Got all excited and stuff for the moment. Said Hi. Then found out, hes moving to Florida. What is it with me? AM I meant to be a lesbian...or a nun? Something that avoids being in a relatioonship cuz anytime I find someone I like, they are gone. And I mean that literally, every single guy. Lex/South Carolina Derrick/California Ian/Florida Darrell/Germany. Im not saying I want to give up on Darrell. I like him a lot, clearly..i dont need to defend that, but Im just saying...every single time, like im not meant for anyone. Anywho..I went to bed a couple days ago, and the song, Still The One by Shania Twain came on, and i just automatically cried. I knew why, but at te same time I was just confused. What am I doing with this? I think im just passed due for a letter to see whats going on.
Wckd Blue Jay: jenn, things just dont ever look to bright side for ya lol its terrible and yet ironic at the same time
Im pretty much avoiding a social Life. I dunno if its on purpose or not, but I keep getting myself involved with everything possible. I always did in High School, but now even more. Macombers, school, Assisting with Cinderella, Choir Booster, Walgreens, House Cleaning, working out. Gma was asking me if I had time to do Choir Boosters, and telling me to just tell them what to do, not actually get involved in doing stuff...but I need busy work to keep me away from I dunno what. Thinkin bout stuff I guess. Id unno, i need to go to sleep.