De ja vu...
It is moments like this that remind me the first time I rode my bike, or the first time I drove with dad on 66, or that first time I drove a manual on 234 (and of course if stalled)....
OH MY GOD... Oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, ect... (you get the point)
I'm getting ready to make a 300 dollar deposit tomorrow on a really nice new apartment, and that means that there will be an overlap of 2 weeks where I will have 2 apartments, and that's a pretty penny, and it may be tight. I'm sure that I'm freaking out more because I'm between pay checks and I've already budgeted out to the next paycheck. After that, it should start to actually be a swallow-able pill to take. I also have the doctors (shouldn't be too expensive) on the 29th and I need a refill on a perscription. It's a lot to think about at once right now, on top of the fact that I'm kinda in a job adjustment as well (too bad they are too cheep to adjust my pay up, but I will be able to survive this). I just keep reminding myself to breathe, and that I have toughened though tighter spots in college. Right now I'm simply nervious about the risk, and if I cut things too close I could cut things off. It's a lot to do between now and this time next month, but by this time next month I'll be able to breathe a sigh of relief and say "good bye" to this trash-heap-hell-hole-called-an-apartment and say "hello" to an awesome, beautiful, new home that is less then 5 minutes from where I'm working now.
As it is, I feel liek the rabbit from Allice in Wonderland. So if you catch me running around crazily, or constantly worriedly looking at my watch wondering if "I'm late" just tell me to breathe, and that it'll all work out. MY dad just told me "It's rare when opportunity knocks and you are available to answer it, but in this case, go ahead"..."just know that we are behind you all the way."
OH MY GOD... Oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, ect... (you get the point)
I'm getting ready to make a 300 dollar deposit tomorrow on a really nice new apartment, and that means that there will be an overlap of 2 weeks where I will have 2 apartments, and that's a pretty penny, and it may be tight. I'm sure that I'm freaking out more because I'm between pay checks and I've already budgeted out to the next paycheck. After that, it should start to actually be a swallow-able pill to take. I also have the doctors (shouldn't be too expensive) on the 29th and I need a refill on a perscription. It's a lot to think about at once right now, on top of the fact that I'm kinda in a job adjustment as well (too bad they are too cheep to adjust my pay up, but I will be able to survive this). I just keep reminding myself to breathe, and that I have toughened though tighter spots in college. Right now I'm simply nervious about the risk, and if I cut things too close I could cut things off. It's a lot to do between now and this time next month, but by this time next month I'll be able to breathe a sigh of relief and say "good bye" to this trash-heap-hell-hole-called-an-apartment and say "hello" to an awesome, beautiful, new home that is less then 5 minutes from where I'm working now.
As it is, I feel liek the rabbit from Allice in Wonderland. So if you catch me running around crazily, or constantly worriedly looking at my watch wondering if "I'm late" just tell me to breathe, and that it'll all work out. MY dad just told me "It's rare when opportunity knocks and you are available to answer it, but in this case, go ahead"..."just know that we are behind you all the way."