Still not dead yet... and... actually thinking!
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Yep, like an ugly penny I keep poping up from time to time sometimes with months of intermission. but WOW I jsut have a big little brain moment (will explain in a bit) and suddenly I had a new understanding of live, the universe, and everything. Maybe after I get this whole thought process down (and the process of how I came to that conclusion) I'll get more into how my personal life is going at the moment. Sound fair? I thought so! Thanks! So I'm not dead yet, and I'm actually thinking.
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The universe is a photon!
I've been listening to Big Bang Theory by Barenaked Ladies (which is an awesome theme song for an even more awesome show), I've also watched this interesting series on You Tube called Kymatica found here (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5akOESmaSLk (also please watch through all 9 parts it takes like 2 hours?)), and I'm reading "A Peoples History of the United States" by Howard Zinn. It got me to start thinking. It is a relatively thought of theory that the universe goes through periods of expansion and contraction. So I thought what particle that we know of also works as a particle and an electromagnetic wave? Simple! A photon! It is a particle that expands and contracts in a wavelength and interacts with every other particle. The universe seems to work the same way, it is a particle that is electromagnetic, it expands and contracts in a wavelength, and it interacts with every other particle (hence different dimensions) the same way. So, if the universe is a photon, then it within itself is really really really small even though to us it is really really really big (like 13 billion lightyears big). And if god knows the blades of grass personally, then, wow, god is really powerful.
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See, I told you it wouldn't take too long, its pretty simple nad pretty basic, but goodness knows when it occurred to me, it was analagous to being flicked in the back of the head by god. I was in the shower just standing there dumbfounded until the water went cold. I don't use science to try to disprove god, I use it to understand better how powerful god is and how immeasureably small I am, (that can keep the ego in check). Plus with this new found understanding of the interaction between everything, I am beginning to start to understand that I'm really not all that important. It's great that I'm blessed with this way of thinking.
With that, and how wonderful that is, it would be nice if my finances came to a solution that easily, instead of a constant fight to just keep my head above the water. Justin is comming up at the end of June, so I have that long to get myself straitened out. I'm getting a bit tired of work, I still work hard and want to do the best that I can. I'm starting to get more sore from the work I'm doing though, because it is a lot of lifting and moving stuff. I jsut gotta keep at it though. It's a first job, I'm not expecting a nobel peace prise fresh out of an undergraduate program. I'm still looking at other jobs and keeping busy with my art and keeping my brain as active as possible so it doesn't turn to mush for aleins to eat.
I'm nearly done with yet another art book, kinda please with it. I'm starting to notice an evolution in my work, but I'm not going to admit to anything just yet. Anyway Check out hte links and get thinking yourself! Also check out http://wolfwomanenvsci.deviantart.com/ becasue seriously, I like the page views and I'd like to hear what people think about my art.
Yep, like an ugly penny I keep poping up from time to time sometimes with months of intermission. but WOW I jsut have a big little brain moment (will explain in a bit) and suddenly I had a new understanding of live, the universe, and everything. Maybe after I get this whole thought process down (and the process of how I came to that conclusion) I'll get more into how my personal life is going at the moment. Sound fair? I thought so! Thanks! So I'm not dead yet, and I'm actually thinking.
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The universe is a photon!
I've been listening to Big Bang Theory by Barenaked Ladies (which is an awesome theme song for an even more awesome show), I've also watched this interesting series on You Tube called Kymatica found here (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5akOESmaSLk (also please watch through all 9 parts it takes like 2 hours?)), and I'm reading "A Peoples History of the United States" by Howard Zinn. It got me to start thinking. It is a relatively thought of theory that the universe goes through periods of expansion and contraction. So I thought what particle that we know of also works as a particle and an electromagnetic wave? Simple! A photon! It is a particle that expands and contracts in a wavelength and interacts with every other particle. The universe seems to work the same way, it is a particle that is electromagnetic, it expands and contracts in a wavelength, and it interacts with every other particle (hence different dimensions) the same way. So, if the universe is a photon, then it within itself is really really really small even though to us it is really really really big (like 13 billion lightyears big). And if god knows the blades of grass personally, then, wow, god is really powerful.
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See, I told you it wouldn't take too long, its pretty simple nad pretty basic, but goodness knows when it occurred to me, it was analagous to being flicked in the back of the head by god. I was in the shower just standing there dumbfounded until the water went cold. I don't use science to try to disprove god, I use it to understand better how powerful god is and how immeasureably small I am, (that can keep the ego in check). Plus with this new found understanding of the interaction between everything, I am beginning to start to understand that I'm really not all that important. It's great that I'm blessed with this way of thinking.
With that, and how wonderful that is, it would be nice if my finances came to a solution that easily, instead of a constant fight to just keep my head above the water. Justin is comming up at the end of June, so I have that long to get myself straitened out. I'm getting a bit tired of work, I still work hard and want to do the best that I can. I'm starting to get more sore from the work I'm doing though, because it is a lot of lifting and moving stuff. I jsut gotta keep at it though. It's a first job, I'm not expecting a nobel peace prise fresh out of an undergraduate program. I'm still looking at other jobs and keeping busy with my art and keeping my brain as active as possible so it doesn't turn to mush for aleins to eat.
I'm nearly done with yet another art book, kinda please with it. I'm starting to notice an evolution in my work, but I'm not going to admit to anything just yet. Anyway Check out hte links and get thinking yourself! Also check out http://wolfwomanenvsci.deviantart.com/ becasue seriously, I like the page views and I'd like to hear what people think about my art.