''Show some respect, learn how to hear"
I've been absent from livejournal for a reason lately. I went back and deleted a lot of my life, for a reason. I'm not sure if this is the best thing out there for me. Do i know what the best thing for me is? No, lets not be silly. But I know that maybe this isnt it.
I've fallen into one of my more obsessive moods again. Jessie says I have an 'addictive' personality. That's possibly the best way of putting it. All this passion and nothing to do with it. Nowhere to go.
So until I can bring up the courage, or the identity, or whatever it is, to write here again, i'll leave you with one last thought of mine.
Matt Caplan - Sideways
lost my train of thought around Chicago
found a little solace where you lay
never made collages as a young child
not that much to see, so much to say
Now even in this silence there's a thunder
and wind that steals the breath beneath this cage
and at least i've got your memory to soothe me
and this bitter poison ripening with age
because everything i've ever done i've done because I love you
silly you should ask
I'm afraid that I'll spend the better part of next year
scared that I might need you
bring me down and i'll feel again
everything i've ever done i've done because I love you
Sideways
Lost my patience well before West 4th street
found a copper coin said 'seize the day'
and I let the angry audience surround me
hiding as I screamed 'give her the play'
and now even in this thunder there's a silence
A shred of comfort standing at my door
and at least i've got the sense to reconstruct you
and leave me twice as lucid as before
because everything i've ever done i've done because I love you
silly you should ask
I'm afraid that I'll spend the better part of next year
scared that I might need you
bring me down and i'll feel again
everything i've ever done i've done because I love you
Sideways
and you left your mark
and you left your face
in the corner of my mind 3 times
you left your mark
you left yourself
and at least i've got the sense to sense whats coming
and realize that good things never come to those who wait too long
because everything i've ever done i've done because I love you
silly you should ask
I'm afraid that I'll spend the better part of next year
scared that I might need you
bring me down and i'll feel again
everything i've ever done i've done because I love you
Sideways
I've fallen into one of my more obsessive moods again. Jessie says I have an 'addictive' personality. That's possibly the best way of putting it. All this passion and nothing to do with it. Nowhere to go.
So until I can bring up the courage, or the identity, or whatever it is, to write here again, i'll leave you with one last thought of mine.
Matt Caplan - Sideways
lost my train of thought around Chicago
found a little solace where you lay
never made collages as a young child
not that much to see, so much to say
Now even in this silence there's a thunder
and wind that steals the breath beneath this cage
and at least i've got your memory to soothe me
and this bitter poison ripening with age
because everything i've ever done i've done because I love you
silly you should ask
I'm afraid that I'll spend the better part of next year
scared that I might need you
bring me down and i'll feel again
everything i've ever done i've done because I love you
Sideways
Lost my patience well before West 4th street
found a copper coin said 'seize the day'
and I let the angry audience surround me
hiding as I screamed 'give her the play'
and now even in this thunder there's a silence
A shred of comfort standing at my door
and at least i've got the sense to reconstruct you
and leave me twice as lucid as before
because everything i've ever done i've done because I love you
silly you should ask
I'm afraid that I'll spend the better part of next year
scared that I might need you
bring me down and i'll feel again
everything i've ever done i've done because I love you
Sideways
and you left your mark
and you left your face
in the corner of my mind 3 times
you left your mark
you left yourself
and at least i've got the sense to sense whats coming
and realize that good things never come to those who wait too long
because everything i've ever done i've done because I love you
silly you should ask
I'm afraid that I'll spend the better part of next year
scared that I might need you
bring me down and i'll feel again
everything i've ever done i've done because I love you
Sideways