Apr 07, 2005 20:32
Seems like just yesterday
You were a part of me
I used to stand so tall
I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight
Everything, it felt so right
Unbreakable, like nothin' could go wrong
Now I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hanging on
Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
I told you everything
Opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright
For once in my life
Now all that's left of me
Is what I pretend to be
So together, but so broken up inside
'Cause I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hangin' on
yeah .. pretty much sums up how im feelin. . . Brent, i dont understand how u can say i love me ... ow much u care about me . . . yet still say that u'd do it again. you killed me. I gave u everythin and more. i gave y 11 months. ive def. given u like 4 days of cryin... im heart b r o k e n :/ but @ least i have no regrets and i hope u dont either ((xcept 4 last weekend)) iLu :/ but i wanna hate u and i should, but since i love u i just cant. U said u wanted to b friends, and u just ignore me in the halls... what ever i guess.
...this weekend better be so much fun!! Friday after work ((3-8)) chillen with Kris nd Kristen ((maybe some of Billys friends nd billy :) thats gunna b fun)) and then sat. after work ((3-8)) im goin 2 b chillen with Kris kristen and kara .. thats gunna b "sick-naaasty" lmao... then who knows whats goin on sunday... just tryin to make some time for jen, i havent been single 4 more then 2 days in love a year ((since feb. 24,2004)) but now its been 3 days and i already got hit on >:O that tickes me off soo much, and by a kid thats wanted me 4 so long even while i was with brent .. the nerve!! what ever, just havin some jen time .. then eventually after a while ill date around peob. nv trustin a guy with my heart//feelings for a LOOOOOONG time, i just can not do it. :/
...what now?? i miss u so much :/ ...