Ever wanted to cry...
and just don't know why? I am so having one of those days today. I haven't been sleeping well lately, and I have no idea why. Everyday this week I've been waking up at like 4 or 5 and just can't fall back asleep. Today I woke up and it was 4:36. I began watching Sex & the City until 7am rolled around then just gave up and got dressed for work. Got in around 7:45 and started my day off there. I had a shit load of stuff to do anyways, so it was good. Got no where near finished because it was just so damn busy there with people paying off and getting loans all damn day. It got to the point where I realized that I was never going to finish so I tried to find someone to cover my shift for Pacifica, to no avail. So I just gave up completely. I wrote my manager for the hotel a two weeks notice letter. I'm sorry, but I'm hella tired of being TIRED all of the damn time and never having any time for myself. Besides I hate the people at my work. They don't like me, so why even pretend any longer? Stop the charade. I'm over everything in SB. I can't wait until Scott and I find a place and move in together. HEAVEN!!! Back in OC GREAT TIMES!!! yaya ok I think thats all for today.....just randomly upset and no idea why.....