Dec 04, 2005 17:49
So yeah, heah i am sittin on my fat ass at home on a sunday waiting for scott. how typical is that? lolz. so lets update a lil huh? i decided i cant be at salem state anymore and need to go to umass boston then BSC. why you might ask, heah ah a few reasons:
1. i am a city dwellah, i cant take being in tha middle of fucking no wheah.
2. the school sucks, classes suck, people suck
3. i cannot for tha life of me be myself, well not true, i can be myself around certain people but i yes i am WEIRD theah is no denying that fact i am very weird but i dont need tobelooked down upon for it, but w/e
4. i cannot findmy niche, i need to be cheerleading i need to be outgoing and i cannot do that at salem
5. i heart living next to tha ghetto lolz
there ah a few reasons, may not seem valid but they ah, i luv my friend dont get me wrong id do nething for em but idk i need to get away. suprise suprise i have been my happiest tha last few weeks, shockingly being home at that. i luv seeing old friends and new friends,makes me smile lolz thats a freakin hallmark cahd.
next love life, IDK i know you ah going to read this but no1 else knows who im talking about: we have issues, luv ya to death n all but idk we shall see well talk but yeah lolz. THAT MADE NO SENSE I KNOW LOLZ DONT CHA WISH U WERE WHO THAT WAS DIRECTED TO!?!?!?! lolz could be making it up you never know with me.
I had fun this week at skewl being with marci and kara, i have never laughed so hard as i have tha last few days!!! i think leo is going to physically harm me 1 of these days, and to whomever i sprayed with static gaurd i apologize!!! i dont care what anyone says , i love drinkin! i have moah fun and im sooo ovah it!!! ooo and good news.....mymoms bf is takin my mom my sisand me to st.martin or antigua islands for spring brreak!! cannot wait to get loaded on family vaca !! whhooopp wellz im done ranting and raving......well wait no...
AWHS football, good game boys you almost did it we ah stillproud of you. and quite frankly i know people ah going to read this and make fun of me for stillloving them, so this is amessage to you: FUCK OFF, deal with it oki? no it doesnt mean i havent grown up and im still in high school it means i support a team i spent time and dedication with, im proud that i went to awhs and dont give a fucking shit what any1 thinks of that, personally whoever thinks its immature for me tos ay that, well ur immature for fucking off your roots and trying to deny wheah you came from. so imdone dealing with remarks and what not asbout that so fuck off.....
on abrighter side, meeting and hanging out with well new and old friends...;-) luv it babay.....wellz thats all for now...kisses luv yas all!!!