Missing home

[jennizane]

As Koninginnenacht and Koninginnedag soon approach, I am missing Amsterdam. So much so that I feel a longing, and not because of "Queens Day" but because of the things I was doing last year with my husband and Osho, in Amsterdam, in Holland, in Europe, my home. Here I am now, about to embark on who the fuck knows what, feeling sad, lonely and

Comments

[slipkid]

bummer. when do you come to SF? meetings longer than an hour are ALWAYS a waste of time. meetings in general are rarely beneficial to all who are there. here's to you being in a beneficial meeting one of these days.

[jennizane]

Yeah meetings are lame. ha. i'll be in sf starting may 15th
hope that youre meetings are beneficial too!

[miromi]

you can always go back, can't you??? :(

[jennizane]

I suppose in theory I could. but that takes more time and money than I possess. anyhoo, its not the end of the world! :) Hope you're having a lovely time stateside!

[amoryresitencia]

i feel like i would like to be in SF or LA to see mayday, seems like something really big is gonna happen. You should be happy to be there and see it with your own eyes and then you can tell me what happened ;)
Be strong sweetie.

[jennizane]

Yes, it seems strange that you aren't out here for this day-its a HUGE thing...but you can't be everywhere you want to be all the time. And youre here in spirit, by being who you are, what you believe in, how you live your life... so, in essence you are here :)

I'm actually at work today. Because I work for a temp agency I don't get any sick time, nothing and right now, I need the money! In 2 weeks I'll be unemployed again....but I didnt want to come in today, i had to drag myself to be here..

[amoryresitencia]

aww, thank you!
The news in Chile suck, so i couldn't see what happened, i'm gonna check out cnn right now.
xoxo