I know what I should do I just don't know that I need to do what I should do
I'm getting ready to leave LA, again.
I'm moving back to SF, temporarily to Oakland starting mid May.
I'm subletting a studio right in Downtown Oakland. It's very nice and I'll be staying there from mid May through mid August. Then, we'll see!
I'll quit my job. Leave my room in Gardena (hooray!). Pack up and move on. Starting over, again.
I'm getting pretty tired of moving. But yet, I crave it too.
The idea of starting school again (the main reason I moved back to CA) is scary to me, in many ways. Mostly the idea that I am "locked" in. I have issues with obligation and commitment. It's not actually a natural feeling for me, I constantly have to fight the feeling to flee, the feeling of not having freedom on my terms.
But, I'm looking forward to moving back up, because as most of you know, or should know (!), I loathe living in LA.
And in related news, Eelco is flying in from Amsterdam for a visit. He'll fly into SFO a couple of days after I leave LA. I wish he staying for a longer time, but those cards have yet to be dealt. I'm just excited to see my husband again.
So, we must take him out for a karaoke drinking parade, yes?
I'm moving back to SF, temporarily to Oakland starting mid May.
I'm subletting a studio right in Downtown Oakland. It's very nice and I'll be staying there from mid May through mid August. Then, we'll see!
I'll quit my job. Leave my room in Gardena (hooray!). Pack up and move on. Starting over, again.
I'm getting pretty tired of moving. But yet, I crave it too.
The idea of starting school again (the main reason I moved back to CA) is scary to me, in many ways. Mostly the idea that I am "locked" in. I have issues with obligation and commitment. It's not actually a natural feeling for me, I constantly have to fight the feeling to flee, the feeling of not having freedom on my terms.
But, I'm looking forward to moving back up, because as most of you know, or should know (!), I loathe living in LA.
And in related news, Eelco is flying in from Amsterdam for a visit. He'll fly into SFO a couple of days after I leave LA. I wish he staying for a longer time, but those cards have yet to be dealt. I'm just excited to see my husband again.
So, we must take him out for a karaoke drinking parade, yes?