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It's been two months today.
Most everything in my life is wonderful right now.
One of the last times I called my mom it was to tell her a ton of good news. She said I could call her as often as I wanted if it was going to be good like that.
I really want to call her.
Most everything in my life is wonderful right now.
One of the last times I called my mom it was to tell her a ton of good news. She said I could call her as often as I wanted if it was going to be good like that.
I really want to call her.
You’re the only one from home who wouldn’t have known about what happened. I’m no longer living in Minnesota. Matthew and I broke up. I finally dumped him. From what you heard about him? You heard wrong. he’s NOT a nice boy and he deserves a kick to the nuts… but I don’t want to get into that.
How have things been with you girl? I know you had that really bad infection (my sister told me) a few months ago…. how has that been doing? Hopefully better.
Hehe. As for the cutting myself thing, you KNOW that it was just a joke. Don’t worry though, I don’t have to pretend anymore. The game’s over now that Matthew’s no longer in the picture.
But yeah, I have to tell you all about what happened!
I finally got fed up with him talking about his ex girlfriends and whining about mistakes and the people he missed, so I dumped him and moved in with Raven (you remember Raven, right?) in Chicago. I took a train out there with the money Aaron sent me for my birthday. Raven is working at this really awesome graphics place (they’re basically designers for hire… anything from decals to t-shirts. Whatever you can think of, really) and she got me an internship there. I start on Monday. They like my portfolio and they think they’ll hire me on as a permanent employee if things work out in my three-month trial period.
Finally, that big break you and I always talked about! :D I can’t wait!
But I’m babbling. How have YOU been?
Hehe. I understand that. You didn’t have to lie at the outset, though. If you had just said you were someone who knew Matthew from the past I would have been totally cool with it. Why the fuck should I care? Matthew’s my past too, ya know?
You got the whole situation partly right. Matthew definitely worries about money way too much, but it’s not nearly as bad as he makes it sound.
As for a “sad situation”? I don’t think so. Let the fucker drown in his money trouble. You said it yourself. All he talked about was money trouble. It drove me crazy. If it’s all he cares about it’s all he’s going to know.
Again, you’re wrong about Matthew. He’s not a good guy. He isn’t “Going nowhere fast” he’s been stuck in nowhere for years and he was happy to drag me there with him.
It’s all good. I’m glad to be out of it.
I’m curious, though. You were the person attacking Matthew’s other ex girlfriend, right? (I think Maya too, if I’m not mistaken.) You have no idea how much that freaked Matthew out. Now that I’m done with him it’s actually kind of funny. He’d get this really panicked look in his eye whenever shit like that would pop up.
And thanks for the compliments on the designs. I’m glad I have more time to focus on my little art projects now. I’m a lot less stressed without that mess of an ex boyfriend, so I’m free to do more artwork.
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