why does everything bad happen at once?
kali got fixed today. . . she is in pain and so sad =( all she will do is sleep and it upsets me.
my other dog, gretchen, has congestive heart failure. she is at the vet right now because she is too sick to come home. congestive heart failure has no cure and it sucks that she is dying because she is my big sweetie pie and i love her.
i dropped out of UNO (for this semester). when i told my mom she freaked on me. she tells me that i will have to pay all of my own bills now and that i cant live in her house anymore. she cried and told me how much i am letting her down. i feel so shitty for doing this but i cant handle the pressure. because my sister was such a fuckup, i have to do everything they want me to do. AND I DONT WANT TO DO IT ANYMORE.
brad isnt here for me to lean on. he is just as disappointed as my parents, i can hear it in his voice. i just wanted him to tell me that its ok that im taking the semester off and he didnt.
i cannot stand when somebody thinks they are important enough to give me their opinion when it was not asked for. . . and especially when they dont leave their name.
Allie, im so glad that i have u because i would be completely lost without u.
"Because she is the best friend i ever had. . . and i love her."
my other dog, gretchen, has congestive heart failure. she is at the vet right now because she is too sick to come home. congestive heart failure has no cure and it sucks that she is dying because she is my big sweetie pie and i love her.
i dropped out of UNO (for this semester). when i told my mom she freaked on me. she tells me that i will have to pay all of my own bills now and that i cant live in her house anymore. she cried and told me how much i am letting her down. i feel so shitty for doing this but i cant handle the pressure. because my sister was such a fuckup, i have to do everything they want me to do. AND I DONT WANT TO DO IT ANYMORE.
brad isnt here for me to lean on. he is just as disappointed as my parents, i can hear it in his voice. i just wanted him to tell me that its ok that im taking the semester off and he didnt.
i cannot stand when somebody thinks they are important enough to give me their opinion when it was not asked for. . . and especially when they dont leave their name.
Allie, im so glad that i have u because i would be completely lost without u.
"Because she is the best friend i ever had. . . and i love her."