um...life kinda sucks right now...except for one really good thing....so i keep gettin in trouble and it sucks. as soon as one thing wears off another thing happens, even though it all took place a long time ago. whatever. so now my mom's mad at me again. last night she got pissed and we yelled at each other like normal, she threw a chinese radish tuber thing (they're really big) and there was a little cat-fight going on except my mom isn't stronger than me so it didnt really work out. eh. whatever, now i cant do anything again. poop. i'm glad i got to go to see my baby play yesterday...and oh god those chili dogs after the game were splendid......*lost in thought*...mmmm....
anyways, thats about all going on in my life right now...nothing to do now but sit at home, go to school, do a lot of drugs (which, by the way include alcohol..so the phrase "drugs and alcohol" is misleading because it gives the impression that alcohol is not a drug...thanks mr. wong), have a lot of sex, and get FUCKED UP MAN!!!! heehee...i'm funny aren't i....yeah...moving on to this now:
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-- YOUR MOST MISSED MEMORY: being some other place...like vacationing at a beach or something...other than that i'm making new memories every day
-----------------YOU PREFER------------------
-- PEPSI OR COKE: coke
-- MCDONALD'S OR BURGER KING: mcdonalds!!!!
-- SINGLE OR GROUP DATES: single...and i know who its gonna be with too ;)
-- ADIDAS OR NIKE: adidas
-- CHOCOLATE OR VANILLA: vanilla
-- CAPPUCCINO OR COFFEE: both are good to me
-----------------DO YOU------------------
-- SMOKE: no
-- CUSS: sure..sometimes
-- TAKE A SHOWER EVERYDAY: every month you mean? yes
-- HAVE A CRUSH(ES): you can say that
-- WHO ARE THEY: ok
-- DO YOU THINK YOU'VE BEEN IN LOVE?: josh tom said:"ha, i've been alive only 18 years. heck no." josh tom, i just want to say that people can fall in love at any age, although i do agree its more rare when you're younger, say under 18. however, i am put off by the "heck no". haha..whatever i dont really care. i just felt like making a statement
-- WANT TO GO TO COLLEGE: eh..i guess
-- LIKE HIGH SCHOOL: sometimes...it has brought me both the good and the bad
-- WANT TO GET MARRIED: yay!
-- TYPE WITH YOUR FINGERS ON THE RIGHT KEYS: umm...usually
-- GET MOTION SICKNESS: not usually
-- THINK YOU'RE ATTRACTIVE: i've been told by some that i am
-- THINK YOU'RE A HEALTH FREAK: not really...but i dont agree with going around and licking toilet seats, even if they do supposedly have less germs than a school desktop
-- GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS: my mom through a big radish at me yesterday...one of those really big asian ones that are white. it was fatty too. yeah....i hope my description wasn't too disturbing
-- LIKE THUNDERSTORMS: not really..they scare me sometimes
-- PLAY AN INSTRUMENT: i "play" piano and viola...and my vocal chords :D...just very badly with the latter
------------IN THE PAST MONTH DID:/:HAVE YOU--------------
-- DRANK ALCOHOL: um...a teeny bit...i had wine and fancy cheese at nick's yesterday(?)
-- SMOKE(D): nope
-- DONE A DRUG: i have not
-- HAVE SEX: no
-- MADE OUT: :D
-- GO ON A DATE: i think...maybe, yeah i did :)
-- GO TO THE MALL: um...yes
-- EATEN SUSHI: yeah i think so
-- BEEN ON STAGE: maybe...yeah i have
-- BEEN DUMPED: no!
-- GONE SKATING: :( no
-- MADE HOMEMADE COOKIES: maybe...but it was probably more than a month ago
-- BEEN IN LOVE: ;D
-- DYED YOUR HAIR: ugh...
-- STOLEN ANYTHING: um...no. yeah i havent
-----------------HAVE YOU EVER------------------
-- FLOWN ON A PLANE: yeah yeah for 11 hours over to china, plus more
-- MISSED SCHOOL BECAUSE IT WAS RAINING?: uh...freakazoid what kinda question is that
-- CRIED DURING A MOVIE?: :'(
-- EVER THOUGHT AN ANIMATED CHARACTER WAS HOT?: hehehe thats funny...
-- HAD AN IMAGINARY FRIEND: no....
-- BEEN ON STAGE?: yeah whats new
-- CUT YOUR HAIR: oh yeah...i Layered it too once. i also cut tristans hair sometimes, i'm a pro
-- HAD CRUSH ON A TEACHER?: heeheeheee....mr. dalan *cough* what?? yeah...
-- PLAYED A GAME THAT REQUIRED REMOVAL OF CLOTHING? um...i decline to answer that.
-- BEEN TRASHED OR EXTREMELY INTOXICATED: nope
-- BEEN CAUGHT "DOING SOMETHING": no...
-- BEEN CALLED A TEASE: uh...maybe. not really though cuz i'm not a tease...wait...nevermind that doesnt count
-- GOTTEN BEATEN UP?: uh...yeah all the time
-- BEEN IN A FIGHT: yeah!
-- SHOPLIFTED: maybe...*looks away*
-----------------THE FUTURE------------------
-- AGE YOU HOPE TO BE MARRIED: twenties..or whenever it's right
-- NUMBERS AND NAMES OF CHILDREN: i'm gonna adopt, and he's gonna be a big black boy named Tigger!!! he's gonna be cute and cuddly like a panda. :D :D :D
-- DESCRIBE YOUR DREAM WEDDING: i dunno..whatever it is it'll be perfect because it's us getting married
-- HOW DO YOU WANT TO DIE?: um..painlessly and in a non-humiliating way
-- WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?: happy
--WHAT COUNTRY WOULD YOU MOST LIKE TO VISIT?: um...european ones, japan, australia, parts of south america..
-----------------OPPOSITE SEX------------------
-- BEST EYE COLOR: brown, green
-- BEST HAIR COLOr: something related to brown
-- SHORT OR LONG HAIR: short but a little longish
-- BEST HEIGHT: taller than me so he can put his head on my chin.....:)
-----------------NUMBER OF-----------------
-- NUMBER OF KISSES YOU'VE GIVEN: um...too many to count..even in just yesterday :D
-- NUMBER OF DRUGS TAKEN ILLEGALLY: uh...probably 5 or 6..
-- NUMBER OF PEOPLE I COULD TRUST WITH MY LIFE: two...around there
-- NUMBER OF PIERCINGS: 4
-- NUMBER OF TATTOOS: 0
-- NUMBER OF TIMES MY NAME HAS APPEARED IN THE NEWSPAPER?: um...a few times
-- NUMBER OF SCARS ON MY BODY: 6?
-- NUMBER OF THINGS IN MY PAST THAT I REGRET: theres a couple that still bother me when i thihnk of them...
----------------FAVORITES------------------
-- SHAMPOO: mm...herbal essance does smell awesome...but i like my tea tree stuff i'm using now it smells nice
-- FAV COLOR: red..sometimes pink....even black at times...white..i like orange but not in clothing.
-- DAY/NIGHT: if it's day it has to be a nice day...but i like the night and the darkness and the stars and the moon....so probably night.
-- SUMMER/WINTER: SUMMER
-- LACE OR SATIN: umm...depends on what the purpose is. i'd probably say satin cuz it feels nice
-- FAVE CARTOON CHARACTER: uh..i dunno.
-- FAVE FOOD: potatoes, pie, pasta, pesto stuff, donuts, cake, mmmmmm.....foood....i like apples and oranges too...scones....
-- FAVE MOVIES: i dont have one :(
-- FAVE SPORT: um...badminton
----------------RIGHT NOW------------------
-- WEARING: the sr. girl sweats and shirt....sweatshirt..glasses
-- DRINKING: well..the only liquid in my mouth right now is my own saliva
-- THINKING ABOUT: um..a special someone
-- LISTENING TO: nothing
---------------IN THE LAST 24 HRS------------------
-- CRIED: yes
-- WORN JEANS: yesterday
-- MET SOMEONE NEW ONLINE: haven't talked to anyone online. i never meet people anyways. thats creepy
-- DONE LAUNDRY: nope
-- DROVE A CAR: yeah..wait..maybe...yes i did
-- TALKED ON THE PHONE: yay!
---------------DO YOU BELIEVE IN--------------
-- YOURSELF: hehe..i dunno i guess
-- YOUR FRIENDS: some of them
-- SANTA CLAUS: no..
-- TOOTH FAIRY: i did once..i even wrote her a letter when she forgot to give me money for my tooth....eventually this myth faded....
-- DESTINY/FATE: sometimes i really do
-- ANGELS: um..i dunno. i guess not
-- GHOSTS: ahh...no. i try not to anyways
-- UFO'S: hmm...i dont but sometimes ufo stories are kinda...odd
-- GOD: no...at least not in the sense you're asking
--------FRIENDS AND LIFE------------------
-- DO YOU EVER WISH YOU HAD ANOTHER NAME?: sometimes..but i like it and i probably would not change it
-- DO YOU HAVE A GIRLFRIEND: a few
-- DO YOU LIKE ANYONE?: YEs!
-- WHICH ONE OF YOUR FRIENDS ACTS THE MOST LIKE YOU?: um...
-- WHO HAVE YOU KNOWN THE LONGEST OF YOUR FRIENDS?: umm...i dunno if i would consider him a friend but adam fry pierce...other than that..i dunno there's a lot of people i've known since 3rd grade. i guess sarah...i met her earlier in second grade.
-- ARE YOU CLOSE TO ANY FAMILY MEMBER?: nope
-- WHEN HAVE YOU CRIED THE MOST: i had a little sob session once sometime last year...and i cry a lot anyways..i dunno. it was stupid though and it woul'dnt matter anymore
-- WHAT'S THE BEST FEELING IN THE WORLD?: being with someone you reaally...reaally...reallly like
-- WHAT TIME IS IT NOW?: 4:29
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+CURRENT+
CURRENT MOOD: stinky
CURRENT MUSIC: i'm not listening to anything..i rarely do when i'm on my computer anyways
CURRENT TASTE: cheesecake
CURRENT HAIR: ponytailed
CURRENT ANNOYANCE: my mother
CURRENT SMELL: uh..i dunno
CURRENT WINDOWS OPEN: america online, document1 -
microsoft word, buddy list, freecell (:P), and update journal
CURRENT DESKTOP PICTURE: some picture i took of my night-viewing window scene
CURRENT BOOK: uh...nada?
CURRENT JOB: student
+DO I+HAVE I EVER+
HAVE A DREAM THAT KEEPS COMING BACK?: occasionally
REMEMBER YOUR FIRST LOVE?: how can you not?
STILL LOVE HIM/HER: i would say yes
READ THE NEWSPAPER?: when i think of it..or when i get it
BELIEVE IT'S POSSIBLE TO REMAIN FAITHFUL FOREVER?: if you love him, yes definitely
CONSIDER YOURSELF TOLERANT OF OTHERS?: um...i guess...i do get mad though...hmmm...but i'm generally easy-going
CONSIDER LOVE A MISTAKE?: ? no??? i dont get it
LIKE THE TASTE OF ALCOHOL?: not really...alcohol itself is pretty nasty
HAVE A FAVORITE CANDY?: mmm...100 grand, twix, starbursts, jelly beans, those sour things, chocolate and caramel or toffee or crispies but NO NUTS!
DO WELL IN SCHOOL?: i guess...right now my situation is kinda iffy though
WEAR HATS?: no
CLOSE FRIENDS?: yes
WISH ON STARS?: strangely enough i do not...maybe sometimes on a shooting star
LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?: when i try
CARE ABOUT LOOKS?: i care enough
+LOVE AND STUFF+
GAY? STRAIGHT? BI? NULL?: straight
FIRST CRUSH: um..i dont remember...in first grade i think i liked some blond kid..i dont remember anything before that.
EVER BEEN IN A THING CALLED LOVE?: yes
DO YOU BELIEVE IN LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT?: not really...i believe in liking someone at first sight and then growing to love them
DO YOU BELIEVE IN "THE ONE?": sure...you have to end up with someone if you're meant to...just not everyone finds it.
+ARE YOU A+
WUSS: um...more so than before
DRUGGY: nah. i just shoot up heroin once in a while
DAYDREAMER: yes...and a nightdreamer ;)
FREAK: oh yeah. i'm freaky if you know what i mean....haha JK!!!
BRAT: um...i dont think so
SARCASTIC: nah i'm not good at that
SHY: sometimes i'm really shy. sometime's i'm not, but i guess i always end up being shy
TALKATIVE: occasionally..if i'm talking to the right person
ADVENTUROUS: eh...not really i'm too lazy most of the time
JOKER: um..people laugh at me?? :D
+LAST+
LAST BOOK YOU READ: the great gatsby - f. scott fitzgerald...for curtis's class
LAST MOVIE YOU SAW: um...BITTER SUGAR (aka Azucar Amarga)...with sultry cuban people
LAST THING YOU HAD TO DRINK: some juice box thing
LAST TIME YOU SHOWERED: last night
LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE: tristan
SONG CURRENTLY PLAYING AS YOU HIT THE SEND BUTTON: i'm not listening to any songs....god damnit stop asking me these questions OVER AND OVER!!!
oh....it's over..i thought there was more. oh well. props to josh tom for giving me something to do when i should probably do other stuff so i dont get shit from my mom for doing all my hw at 11 sunday night. ugh. stupid people really bug me..i guess i am one sometimes though. *sigh*