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hmm. its july. its been 7 months since i was in florida. and i hate that. i miss florida so so so much. but i cant bring myself to leave everything i know AGAIN and start all over.
phil and i; it's really complicated. i really do think eventually we will end up married. its just difficult being so far away from him. i love him, i really do. and i believe him everytime he tells me he loves me. simply cause i know he has never said those three words to anyone outside his family besides me.
in the meantime (and yes, phil knows about this..) ive been dating this guy nick. i'm happy with him, for the most part. i just wish he was more dependable. but somehow i always seem to go for the drunk stoners/pill addicts. its just weird to know im def the responsible one in the relationship.
im going back to school in 3 weeks. im so not excited. i hate weber. but i gotta go back and get grades up. one semester and im peacing the fuck outta there.
its not like anyone reads this anyways.
phil and i; it's really complicated. i really do think eventually we will end up married. its just difficult being so far away from him. i love him, i really do. and i believe him everytime he tells me he loves me. simply cause i know he has never said those three words to anyone outside his family besides me.
in the meantime (and yes, phil knows about this..) ive been dating this guy nick. i'm happy with him, for the most part. i just wish he was more dependable. but somehow i always seem to go for the drunk stoners/pill addicts. its just weird to know im def the responsible one in the relationship.
im going back to school in 3 weeks. im so not excited. i hate weber. but i gotta go back and get grades up. one semester and im peacing the fuck outta there.
its not like anyone reads this anyways.