What I feel about the whole mess
I am hurting. My heart is so broken into pieces right now. I felt I am in limbo bcoz no one is confirming or denying anything so far. A lot of people is blaming somebody for all of this.
May I ask, is it wrong to reach for your dream? You are being told that it is ok to leave for a while to fulfill your deam, but when you returned you are asked to leave the group you grew up with. This is what the news said. Jin is being asked to quit KAT-TUN because he is focusing in his solo concert right now.
This is my second question if reaching your dream meant that you will hurt a lot of people will you risk it? This maybe asked if the rumor that Jin is the one who wants out of the group.
Can I say something first before I'll continue this. "FOR CRYING OUT LOUD PLEASE TELL US THE TRUTH NOW SO WE ARE NOT BE TORMENTED FOR SO LONG ANYMORE"
I have told this to two friends in KTL already but I will write it for any one who wants to know and for the knowledge of the persons interested in reading this. I just really hope this one big mess is just one big fucking bad publicity.To increase the group's popularity even in a bad way. Bad way because we, the fans are hurting.
The last news that I received is Johnny is giving Jin until October to think and decide. (This is where I got my thought that maybe all this hype is just for publicity because Jin's U.S. tour is until October right) But enough with the high hopes, because I don't think Johnny will go to that extent to torment everyone for this mere campaign or project. I told that I received the news coz I haven't checked any lj accounts of my friends or communities I joined. I'm so depressed to open one. Maybe I'm scared to that I might bump into a news that Jin is confirming all the news surfacing since Saturday. I aam afraid that my heart, a heart of a loving fan would be devastated at the end. In all honestly, I never felt anything like it. Backstreet Boys disbanded, I was sad but it is so short that I could not even remember if did I really cried or not. F4, have their own individual projects already, but their's are different. Before I knew them I already know that they were just created for the series. But KAT-TUN, they are all different. The group consisting of six very different persons are part of my world since July of 2008. Because of this group I made a lot of friends, I haven't seen them all but I considered them as my friends. And now you are saying that it will be now consisting of five? Johnny-san tell me how the fucking way I would be able to accept that? Jin said that he is not leaving KAT-TUN, he even asked for our support so isn't it clear for you that after his solo con he wants to fulfill his dream of having a U.S. tour with the whole group as well? I really don't know what is going on on your mind. I don't also know how to run an empire so I really don't understand why this is happening now?
The last one, I know everybody is hurting including all of the members so please we must not blame them for this. This is also a difficult time for them as well as Jin's. They are not to be blamed that Jin wants to fulfill his dream or they must not be blamed if the JE management wants Jin out of the group. Whichever is true, no one has the right to blamed them for anything. I am so depressed by this news but I don't blame anyone for it. As much as I want to describe more how I felt I don't know how to. All I can say is: "I know in my heart that KAT-TUN is a six member group without Jin or whoever member that will be removed from that group. It is no longer KAT-TUN but another JE band who is considered super idol in the JPOP world.
If anyone got hurt of my opinion, I would like to apologize with all my heart already. It was never my intention to do so I am just someone who uses her own account to release what I felt at the moment.
May I ask, is it wrong to reach for your dream? You are being told that it is ok to leave for a while to fulfill your deam, but when you returned you are asked to leave the group you grew up with. This is what the news said. Jin is being asked to quit KAT-TUN because he is focusing in his solo concert right now.
This is my second question if reaching your dream meant that you will hurt a lot of people will you risk it? This maybe asked if the rumor that Jin is the one who wants out of the group.
Can I say something first before I'll continue this. "FOR CRYING OUT LOUD PLEASE TELL US THE TRUTH NOW SO WE ARE NOT BE TORMENTED FOR SO LONG ANYMORE"
I have told this to two friends in KTL already but I will write it for any one who wants to know and for the knowledge of the persons interested in reading this. I just really hope this one big mess is just one big fucking bad publicity.To increase the group's popularity even in a bad way. Bad way because we, the fans are hurting.
The last news that I received is Johnny is giving Jin until October to think and decide. (This is where I got my thought that maybe all this hype is just for publicity because Jin's U.S. tour is until October right) But enough with the high hopes, because I don't think Johnny will go to that extent to torment everyone for this mere campaign or project. I told that I received the news coz I haven't checked any lj accounts of my friends or communities I joined. I'm so depressed to open one. Maybe I'm scared to that I might bump into a news that Jin is confirming all the news surfacing since Saturday. I aam afraid that my heart, a heart of a loving fan would be devastated at the end. In all honestly, I never felt anything like it. Backstreet Boys disbanded, I was sad but it is so short that I could not even remember if did I really cried or not. F4, have their own individual projects already, but their's are different. Before I knew them I already know that they were just created for the series. But KAT-TUN, they are all different. The group consisting of six very different persons are part of my world since July of 2008. Because of this group I made a lot of friends, I haven't seen them all but I considered them as my friends. And now you are saying that it will be now consisting of five? Johnny-san tell me how the fucking way I would be able to accept that? Jin said that he is not leaving KAT-TUN, he even asked for our support so isn't it clear for you that after his solo con he wants to fulfill his dream of having a U.S. tour with the whole group as well? I really don't know what is going on on your mind. I don't also know how to run an empire so I really don't understand why this is happening now?
The last one, I know everybody is hurting including all of the members so please we must not blame them for this. This is also a difficult time for them as well as Jin's. They are not to be blamed that Jin wants to fulfill his dream or they must not be blamed if the JE management wants Jin out of the group. Whichever is true, no one has the right to blamed them for anything. I am so depressed by this news but I don't blame anyone for it. As much as I want to describe more how I felt I don't know how to. All I can say is: "I know in my heart that KAT-TUN is a six member group without Jin or whoever member that will be removed from that group. It is no longer KAT-TUN but another JE band who is considered super idol in the JPOP world.
If anyone got hurt of my opinion, I would like to apologize with all my heart already. It was never my intention to do so I am just someone who uses her own account to release what I felt at the moment.