New Years Surey and Resolution haah
In the year 2006 I resolve to:
Be more ganster than Snoop Dogg.
Get your resolution here
1. What did you do in 2005 that you'd never done before:
tons of things! Um mostly let go since this summer, and really let my self have a good time and feel good
2. Did you keep your new year's resolutions, and will you make more for this year?
I don’t remember what my resolution was last year but my one for this year is basically keep positive and keep doing what im doing, maybe more focus on school but more partying too, a nice balance haha I definitely need to resolve to clear my financial situations before I end up in jail!
3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
Tons of ppl in my fam and life had babies this year
4. Did anyone close to you die?
No, thank god
5. What countries did you visit?
None. I saw a lot of florida tho
6. What would you like to have in 2006 that you lacked in 2005?
My car, more financial smarts
7. What date from 2005 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
The ones that I thot would be the corner stones of my life are void now haha so all the new cornerstone memories were all created with in the past 4 months! That’s a lot of work. But we did a great job ladies!
The day, I don’t know when it was but the day I finally realized I was over billy - mainly the day I listened to everlong in its entirety and didn’t think about bill or cry at all. That was good shit! Made a lot of ppl proud
8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
Finishing my finals and finishing school and enjoying being single.
9. What was your biggest failure?
Not letting go when I should have, I had so many chances. Beyond that, procrastination and experimentation
10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
My cysts hit an all time 100 on the pain meter. And mental health wise was bad too. I was in the hospital 6 times! But its all good now
11. What was the best thing you bought?
I have no idea, the majority of my money went to “recreational”, and everyday stuff haha oo the 100 things to do before you turn 30 book for me and the girls
12. Whose behavior merited celebration?
The first person that comes to mind is kristie for some reason, shes always on good behavior! haha
All my friends and family who stuck by me and didn’t ditch me this year, when I was a huge retard.
13. Whose behavior made you appalled?
Bill is the winner of that one and any other ppl whove pissed me off a lil don’t matter cause I love everyone in my life .
14. Where did most of your money go?
Everyday stuff. Stuff on sale! Stuff at bbw, This summer I went mad w/ shopping haha and this fall I went mad w/ money spent on partying supplies…
15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
Getting my cell fone for xmas, getting close w/ my roomies, getting a boys phone number instead of screenname haha and most of all enjoying being in my own skin again…
16. What song(s) will always remind you of 2005?
Gold digger, Lose control (I wont do the dance anymore I swear!), pon de replay, get em high, we be burnin, get right, a praise chorus etc omg so many songs… anything that was emo and popular from summer of 2004. and 3 doors down needs to die tho.
17. Compared to this time last year, you are:
happier or sadder?
HAPPIER!!!!!
18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
School work and paying bills
19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
Being crazy haha
20. How did you spend Christmas?
Running around like a chicken w/ my head cut off, everything chaotic and last minute. But most importantly I got to fla to be w/ my lil bros and everyone loved their presents!
21. What was your favorite time on break?
I haven’t done much, but that’s my favorite thing to do! Nothing haha
22. Did you fall in love in 2005?
Nope, fell out
23. How many one-night stands?
That’s for me to know and only my roomies and Rachel to find out haha
24. What was your favorite TV program?
I didn’t watch much tv but - house, law n order, game shows the same ol shit. Um supernatural was a good add to the program and oc too
25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
Der.
26. What was the best book you read?
“We thought youd be prettier, true tales of the dorkiest girl alive.“ That’s must read
27. What was your greatest musical discovery?
Im a dork but 311 haha lets call it a re-discovery and jimmy eat world’s “a praise chorus” and tbs and underoath well I guess that’s more 2004 but w/e
28. What did you want and get?
A cell phone, freedom
30. What was your favorite film of this year?
No idea I saw a trillion movies. I gotta say the sexiest one was mr and ms smith, the coolest ones were I heart huckabees and the weather man , the most action packed one precinct 13
31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
I turned 19, and me, Rachel and the Braintree boys went on a special cruise I suppose… it was nothing special I don’t remember anything seriously special happening. I know we had fun and I know I was messed up
32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
Being able to keep my car on the road and being able to get back the time I wasted!
33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2005?
Sparklies! And show off the bootay. Haha
And better makeup and hair
34. What kept you sane?
Medicine! Haha jk music, my roomies, my nana and faith- not god faith but faith in myself
35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
The same old girls, Christina Aguilera, Angelina jolie, Jennifer lopez and etc etc I also discoered how much I love adam sandler and will smith haha oldies but mm mm cuties
37. Who did you miss?
“Remember more than youd like to forget” haha I no one really. The ones who mattered were always in close range
38. Who was the best new person you met?
Def my white bread slices from psych class, chris and bob (esp chris cause he kept me going to the class), my new 740 girls michy and meg and anne from business class… im sure there are more all the fun ppl at jeffs house on thursdays
39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2005:
no “love” relationship or lover is more valuable than your life and your friends and family - if they start eating away at those things, drop em
40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year:
“I'm comfortably confused, gotten so removed”
“Scream older and wiser, still filled with resentment
We get it, we get it...Oh (I haven't been happier since)
And you know a whole lot of this, it all could have been avoided
when you were courtside for this nightmare,
but I haven't been happier since”
a praise chorus is def one ;
I'm on my feet, I'm on the floor, I'm good to go
Now all I need is just to hear a song I know
I wanna always feel like part of this was mine
I wanna fall in love tonight
Are you gonna live your life standing in the back looking around?
Are you gonna waste your time
Gotta make a move or you'll miss out
but my new fave is I should have cheated:
Verse 1:
First of all let me say
You can't accuse me of all the things
you know that you are guilty of
And I see that it is easy for you to blame everything on me
If that's the case I should go have my fun
and do all the things you say I do
Boy I can't continue to take this from you
chorus:
I might as well have cheated on you
As much as you accused me of cheating
I might as well have lied to you
As much as you accused me of lying
I might as well have gone to the club
As much as you accused me of clubbin'
I might as well have threw away my love
As much as you accused me
I should have lied
I should have cheated
Maybe I should have went out to the club
Or maybe I ... should have done it
Should have given away all my love
Or maybe I ... I should have played you
Cause you don't appreciate me, no
And I tried to stay down with you