hmpf
well im losing my friends from l.c. *tear* and i have no friends here. my life just seems so worthless :( i try to make people happy and like me i just am just a stupid LOSER *tear* today i got hit in my fucking face again.. and no body said they were sorry. i just wanted an apology! my fuckin glasses are already broken, and i have a cut from where my glasses hit my face. i just want to go home.. and i wont tell my mom "that they meant it" bc it still wont get me to GO FUCKIN HOME!!! so i dont care if they meant it or not, bc all i want to do is go HOME! *tear* i just wish my life was HAPPY AGAIN! i used to be sooo happy, now im just crushed. i just wish i was HAPPY! thats it. and im not happy anymore.. only when im with people that mean something to me. and they all go to L.C. gosh i just want to go home, i want to be happy i dont want to be teased... or hurt anymore! but that wont come true, and my life will just get worse and worse, until one day its over. then who will care? no one from here, the ONLY people who will care will be the people taht mean the world to me.. and i cant even see them *tear*