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a. i cant sleep so i just got out of bed to take 3 sonatas. also my arms itch like crazy. my watch irritated my skin and now its all bumpy and itchy. also i have more eczema on my hands and it is HIGHLY annoying.
b. i dont want to lie in bed because seriously all i can think about is how that lady complained about me talking on the phone while i was cashiering. i cant handle criticism, people. i just want to be invisible and not have people say mean things to or about me. what can i tell myself that is *positive* that will counteract all these bad thoughts im having? i dont know. because i messed up by being on the phone while cashiering. it was my fault. i didnt know how to get off the phone w/o being rude to the coworker. it was a lose/lose situation for me. (because i have no talking skills.)
c. do you see how i dwell.
d. i hate my job so much.
e. same as above.
f. project 30 is not going so well. its exactly 7 weeks until my birthday. i have too many goals and i am overwhelmed. i have too many things going on right now. like all these major "projects" that annoy me greatly.
b. i dont want to lie in bed because seriously all i can think about is how that lady complained about me talking on the phone while i was cashiering. i cant handle criticism, people. i just want to be invisible and not have people say mean things to or about me. what can i tell myself that is *positive* that will counteract all these bad thoughts im having? i dont know. because i messed up by being on the phone while cashiering. it was my fault. i didnt know how to get off the phone w/o being rude to the coworker. it was a lose/lose situation for me. (because i have no talking skills.)
c. do you see how i dwell.
d. i hate my job so much.
e. same as above.
f. project 30 is not going so well. its exactly 7 weeks until my birthday. i have too many goals and i am overwhelmed. i have too many things going on right now. like all these major "projects" that annoy me greatly.