i'm as pathetic as you can get
tonight i watched my 1000th movie since being home. i do love "cruel intentions" though. aww such memories with that movie. wait..did i cry during the movie? of course. but not just during the ending. throughout various parts. i am way sappy. why do i ALWAYS cry during movies? i just don't know. but i guess that is what i am known for.
i miss my friends. its so weird being here without everybody. ive been spending all my time with jill and scott..which i absolutely love. but they're both leaving so soon.. jill-tomorrow, and scott- tuesday..and then i have till the second by myself. ahh. not only am i going to die of boredom..but im sure ill have many dashboard filled nights. not good.
i hate being made promises and then just having them broken. i feel as if that is the story of my life. i try not to let myself believe what is being said, b/c i know ill only be hurt in the end..but its hard. i try to be trusting and believe that the person would actually want to go through with what they said. but i guess not. oh well.. i know i deserve better. i tell myself this all the time. but its just hard.
i miss my friends. its so weird being here without everybody. ive been spending all my time with jill and scott..which i absolutely love. but they're both leaving so soon.. jill-tomorrow, and scott- tuesday..and then i have till the second by myself. ahh. not only am i going to die of boredom..but im sure ill have many dashboard filled nights. not good.
i hate being made promises and then just having them broken. i feel as if that is the story of my life. i try not to let myself believe what is being said, b/c i know ill only be hurt in the end..but its hard. i try to be trusting and believe that the person would actually want to go through with what they said. but i guess not. oh well.. i know i deserve better. i tell myself this all the time. but its just hard.