"I SAID I DON"T WANT the DAMn thing!!!"
i guess i was really pissed off when i came home from school...i just read my private entires...and yeah...got out all my anger while talking to doris...
and spilling eveything out on lj..which later i blocked...cuz u wouldn't think that that was me talking...totally different...
who thinks i can last a whole month without television and msn...i noe i can't,not even a week i can last...i don't noe, i really want to use the time for reading or reviewing work..cuz its obvious that i don't do either..and when it comes to test i do horrible...whenever i make a fast for myslef i just break it..so wahts the point?? huh??i don't noe i can't keep a commitment to myself...and its such a stuggle...
and spilling eveything out on lj..which later i blocked...cuz u wouldn't think that that was me talking...totally different...
who thinks i can last a whole month without television and msn...i noe i can't,not even a week i can last...i don't noe, i really want to use the time for reading or reviewing work..cuz its obvious that i don't do either..and when it comes to test i do horrible...whenever i make a fast for myslef i just break it..so wahts the point?? huh??i don't noe i can't keep a commitment to myself...and its such a stuggle...