Jul 26, 2003 00:53
*sighs* I'm such a horrid friend. I've been utterly selfish for quite some time. I haven't even noticed my friend's problems lately, and there's been more then one. Light... I don't know how I let it happen but I did. I guess I slacked off... I've been so lazy lately... Maybe this was the motivation I needed?
To Do List Upon Return
++ Spend more time on important things
++ Be less lazy with matters
++ Stop procrastinating
++ Work on being a better friend
++ Stop neglecting journal and make new layout for it!
I have a list of people I am suppose to call while I am away. I hope I can actually call them *crosses her fingers* I'm only going for a week... But it feels like forever. My friend Ryan thinks being away from me for more then a day is horrid *laughs* I am so depend on others... I don't know what I would do without them, yet I can let them go without me... What does that say about me as a person? *sighs* I truly need to make up for my mistakes when I return. Maybe while I'm gone I can appreciate things more.
Well I must go to sleep now... Else I will simply pass out tomorrow and be at the mercy of my family, and especially my rotten little brother who is evil to the core; he makes the Dark One look like barbie. *sighs*
Fare thee well. *waves*