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Graduating in 4 days. Pretty surreal. For now anyway, I'm wondering when it'll kick in. Maybe around August when for the past like 14 years I've started school, and won't be this year. not the same anyway. I'm very much not ready, mentally, to end highschool. No more bullshitting. I had like 60 absences this year, most in my last semester, yet still came out with A's and B's. I'm not thinking it'll be that easy in college. and I can't come strolling into class 5 minutes before the bell like I pulled off countless times this year. And won't be able to just leave when ever I feel like it without having to worry about being far behind.
I'm not ready to leave home most of all. But I just gotta keep convincing myself it's for the best. It'll teach me quickly how to be more responsible living without my parents and stuff. I'll have to literally take care of myself. I think I could do it but I just don't think I want to. I guess that comes with growing up.
Sucks that I lost touch with some of my old best friends too. Like Savanna and Jenna. Definitely shared some of the best laughs of my life with them and shared a lot with Savanna. Whatever happens after highschool I very much wish the best for you sab, and for you too Jenna..I REALLY want to go to your wedding lol. I want to be there when you settle down with a dude I dont care how many years we go without talking. I'm expecting an invitaion so dont let me down lol. How about we all just try not to lose touch completely.
i'm sure ill update in another few months.
I'm not ready to leave home most of all. But I just gotta keep convincing myself it's for the best. It'll teach me quickly how to be more responsible living without my parents and stuff. I'll have to literally take care of myself. I think I could do it but I just don't think I want to. I guess that comes with growing up.
Sucks that I lost touch with some of my old best friends too. Like Savanna and Jenna. Definitely shared some of the best laughs of my life with them and shared a lot with Savanna. Whatever happens after highschool I very much wish the best for you sab, and for you too Jenna..I REALLY want to go to your wedding lol. I want to be there when you settle down with a dude I dont care how many years we go without talking. I'm expecting an invitaion so dont let me down lol. How about we all just try not to lose touch completely.
i'm sure ill update in another few months.