Oh, Crap!
Ummm, yeah, where to even begin at? This weekend was the weekend of every single emotion possible under the sun. There were lots of tears. Lots. There were lots of smiles. Lots. There was lots of everything in between. I kinda just want to forget about the weekend. I mean, the good was really good, but the bad was not worth it all. Can we just forget it ever happened? Pretend everything is okay? Or better yet, can I just redo it all over again? I learned my lesson.
I think I am going to be haunted for a long while to come. Everything that could have gone wrong, did. This was supposed to go some much better than it actually did. Someone please tell me what I should do.
Lets concentrate on the good things:
1. Fun with Marilu and Tiffany
2. Some random guy asked to take a picture with me while I was waiting on the steps of the teatro for Marilu and Tiffany. Made me feel really good.
3. A really drunk guy kept telling me I was beautiful. Didn't make me feel as good as the first guy considering how drunk he was, but whatever.
4. Salsa dancing was fun at first.
5. Met a crazy old fucker in the hippy market that made me feel better about some things, until other shit hit the fan.
6. Bought my Grandma some cool bday-Christmas presents, even if I spent a little too much money on them.
7. I love my mom and my brother. They are life savers. I don't know what I would do without them. This has more to do with after the facts, but it is worth mentioning because now I am just searching.
8. Oh yeah, I saw the coolest ballet on Friday. It was so beautiful and wonderful and words just cannot describe it.
9. CERVANTINO IS OVER! Perhaps I will be able to get some sleep now.
There are too many bad things to list, and I really don't feel like thinking about them. So I will just leave them all to your imagination. Just a hint though ... Everything was a disaster.
God I hope that Josh is right!
Anyway, I love you all and miss you all. Hope things are better there right now.
I think I am going to be haunted for a long while to come. Everything that could have gone wrong, did. This was supposed to go some much better than it actually did. Someone please tell me what I should do.
Lets concentrate on the good things:
1. Fun with Marilu and Tiffany
2. Some random guy asked to take a picture with me while I was waiting on the steps of the teatro for Marilu and Tiffany. Made me feel really good.
3. A really drunk guy kept telling me I was beautiful. Didn't make me feel as good as the first guy considering how drunk he was, but whatever.
4. Salsa dancing was fun at first.
5. Met a crazy old fucker in the hippy market that made me feel better about some things, until other shit hit the fan.
6. Bought my Grandma some cool bday-Christmas presents, even if I spent a little too much money on them.
7. I love my mom and my brother. They are life savers. I don't know what I would do without them. This has more to do with after the facts, but it is worth mentioning because now I am just searching.
8. Oh yeah, I saw the coolest ballet on Friday. It was so beautiful and wonderful and words just cannot describe it.
9. CERVANTINO IS OVER! Perhaps I will be able to get some sleep now.
There are too many bad things to list, and I really don't feel like thinking about them. So I will just leave them all to your imagination. Just a hint though ... Everything was a disaster.
God I hope that Josh is right!
Anyway, I love you all and miss you all. Hope things are better there right now.