I remember running through the wet grass and falling a step behind

Feb 20, 2008 22:44

so I'm interested to see how this shooting down of satellite goes. $16 million dollars sounds like a good number to show our military might. It will be mighty embarressing if we can't do it, being as china already shot one down. I'm pretty sick of china these days... I think we should shoot them down. but I've maintained that opinion since 10th grade, so I digress.

I am just about ready to move anywhere at anytime.

Whenever I ride in a plane I always think... "what if these are my last moments? what if I die in a plane crash?"
the thought doesn't actually bother me. It has the same affect as say.... "Why does Northwest carry cranapple juice? seems like an odd choice."
not to say I'm apathetic to death, I'm just completely unafraid of flying. I don't know why some people get so anxious. it generally makes me want to punch them in the face. lift off is so much fun... looking out the window is so much fun. it's marvelous.

I can't make life choices because I can't be stuck with any one thing for the rest of my life. I want to be a lot of things, for a short while. But you can't just be a lot of things for a short while! Well, I suppose you could, but not the good things.

I feel like philosophical jen is going to make an appearance soon.
I just can't conform to a confused society's idea of what adulthood and success should be.
but I don't live according to my philosophies. I believe that's called hypocrisy.

Breaking news! Satellite shot down! Nice job Navy! Don't mess with the US.

anyway, what was I saying? oh yes, hypocrisy. Actually that was the end of that thought.
I think too much about things. It can be irritating, but I would rather I thought too much about things than not. You don't get anywhere without probing.

but enough about that. This summer, I have decided, is going to be extravagant.

How does one enjoy every minute of every day? I had the answer to that once. It's true. I've since forgotten, but at the time it was pretty life changing. Changing your thought patterns is pretty hard, and I'm pretty young.

Tomorrow will be different.

(no, I don't really think we should attack china)

as you're leaving please won't you close the door, and don't forget what I told you.
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