Sacrifice (Complete)
Title: Sacrifice [one- shot]
Pairing(s): KyuMin
Rating: PG-13 (?)
Genre: Romance, angst
Summary: Love is all about making sacrifices, right?
Warning: Character death
Disclaimer: Kyuhyun is Sungmin's , Sungmin is Kyuhyun's. Only the story belongs to me. I got this idea from facebook.
“Can you promise me something, Kyu? Before I go do my surgery?” I plead, using my aegyo face and voice, after all, I am the ultimate aegyo king!
“Anything.” He replies as he puts on a fake smile.
“Promise me that after the surgery, the first person I see when I open my eyes is you.” I say.
“o-ok. I promise that when you wake up, I will be with you.” He says, changing the promise a bit, as tears starts to form in his eyes.
“Baby, why are you crying?” I ask when I see the tears in his eyes, threatening to fall out. Aww, he’s probably worried about me, I think to myself.
“I won’t die, it’s not like this will be the last time we’ll ever see each other.” I reassure him with a chuckle. “The doctor says I’ll be perfectly safe, so stop worrying, ok?” I tip- toe up to give him a kiss on the lips.
“Yeah, I guess… I should stop worrying, shouldn’t I? I’m just being silly.” He half- heartedly jokes, wiping the tears away from his eyes with the hems of his sleeves. I giggle at his words.
“No, you’re just being Kyuhyun.”I say, smiling at him.
My Kyuhyun, I silently add.
“I love you, Minnie. Forever.” He says as tears start to form once again and start to slid down his face.
“I love you too.” I say to him, not knowing that this will be the last time I’ll ever be able to sat those three words to him. He pulls me in for a tight hug, my head fitting just perfectly under his chin as his arms circle around me. We stay like that until a doctor comes into my hospital room.
“Mr. Lee, it’s time for your surgery now.” He warns before leaving the room.
“Well it’s time for my surgery now. I’ll talk to you later, okay?” I say to him.
“Yeah, good luck” He says. As I’m about to turn for the door, he grabs my wrist and turns be around again, giving me a short but passionate kiss. Once we break off, gasping for air, he whispers in my ear.
“I love you, never forget that.” The last thing he says before he lets me go.
“Didn’t you say that, like, five minutes ago? Well, still, I love you too, with all my heart.” I say to him before heading towards the door. As my fingers touch the doorknob, I turn around.
“Wait for me.” I say before opening the door, leaving Kyuhyun in the room.
-----------AFTER SURGERY----------
Ugh, why do I feel so weak right now? I think to myself as a groaning sound comes out of my mouth. Oh yeah, I just went through a heart transplant or surgery or whatever you call it.
Suddenly, the door creaks open and I open my eyes slowly, wondering who it is. A nurse opens the door and comes in - Wait, where Kyu? I look around the room for him but he’s nowhere to be found.
Didn’t he promise me...?
“Ah, Sungmin, I see you’re awake now. How are you feeling?” The nurse asks me, snapping me out of my thoughts.
“I’m fine, noona. Um, where’s Kyuhyun?”
“Kyuhyun? Who is- oh, you mean the boy you were with before the surgery?” She asks. I nod.
“He’s gone.” She gloomily answers my question. Hearing that, my heart starts to ache.
“What? What do you mean by ‘gone’?” I question her, confused.
“Didn’t you know? Kyuhyun was your donor.” And with that last comment, I can practically feel someone jabbing my heart with a knife.
“W-W-WHAT?! No! No, no, no, no… You’re lying. No, no…” I start hyperventilating. I try to deny it but my heart has its own thoughts on it.
“Kyuhyun, why?” I murmur. The machine beside me that keeps track of my heart beat is beeping like crazy now. The nurse hears and tries to calm me down.
“Sungmin, please… please clam down. I’m sorry but there’s nothing we could have done to change his mind. We tried, but… he’s stubborn. “She shakes her head. “”Oh yeah, before he went through his surgery, he told me to give you this after you wake up.” She pulls out an envelope and hands it to me.
“Thanks…” I murmur as I take the letter from her, not aware of the river of tears that are sliding down my face.
“Well, if you need anything, just press the red button beside you, okay?” She says, “’I’ll leave you to let you have your privacy.” She bows and turns for the door. As soon as I hear the click of the door when it closes, my eyes drop down to stare at the envelope. I take a deep breath which came out ragged, and slowly open the envelope, hesitating. I take out the letter and start to read. A I read, tears are flowing down my face harder than before…
He’s gone… But no matter what happens, I will still love you… ♥
Sungmin,
By the time you read this, I’m probably not there beside you. I’m so sorry I didn’t fulfill your promise of being the first person you see when you open your eyes, but I did fulfill the promise of being there one you wake… maybe not in body but in spirit and heart. I hope you’ll forgive me for what I did.
I have to thank you for every moment you spent with me, for accepting my feeling and returning them too when I first confessed to you… For all the times you held me when I broke down… For every time I was ill and you were the on to take care of me. Thank you for being there when I needed someone to talk to and for putting up with me all these years, for forgiving me time after time when I make stupid and childish mistakes. And, especially, for giving me the best 6 years of my life. I couldn’t ask for more. I’m also sorry that it had to end this way, but this was the only way I could repay you for giving me the best years of my life.
Please don’t cry, Sungmin. Please be strong… For me. Please. Be happy, be the Sungmin I know and love best. It was my choice to leave this world, and it was my time too. So DON’T kill yourself just to be with me, okay? Your time will come soon when you meet me on the other side and it’s not now or anytime soon. Before I end this, I just want to know, once again, that I love you, I will still love you and will always love you. We will always be together no matter how much distance is put between up, we were just meant to be.
I love you. Forever.
Love Your Guardian Angel,
Cho Kyuhyun
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Nothing new. Just a repost.