fhuwseaftjwegf.... BLAH!
so what do u do when someone u truely trust lies to you about something huge!? this is what i did, at first i was mad, i mean really mad and then i was ok. but then the more i thought about it the more mad i became and next thing i know i'm crying and calling them and leaving them a voicemail telling them how i dont want to talk to them for a few days and everyday that goes by without me having contact with, kills me. i cried 3 times yesterday cause all i wanted to do was talk to them about things but i know if i do that i wont solve anything and i need to prove to not only them but to myself that i am capable of no contact for at least a week. i mean what they lied about hurt me really bad and i didnt even want to look at them after i found out. so now every second of me not saying anything is killing me and i dont know what to do?! BLAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I HATE LIARS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! just so u know. lol! hopefully things will get better.