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Theres not much to say. im not feeling that great right now. It kinda feels like everything has dropped in my stomach, and i havent eatin anything in like a day or so. Like everytime im about to i cant it just feels sick, mom says its just my nerves but idk why. Everythings work out with the only reason i would be upset. just gna work at it. it makes me so much happier to know that than to know ive lost it. i dont even wanna think about if i had.
Its reaally weird cuz nothin/no1 like this has made me feel this way before,and i know how i feel. im just cunfuzed as to if its anything more than that. if they knew that, and like switch places to see how i felt, im sure nothing would ever have happend.
I know half of you are prlly wondering what the hell i am talking about but i know for sure one person does. and thats the only reason im prlly saying all this.
i just need like to get all of this stuff im feeling out. i guess im just embarassed. but some1 needs to know.
and i really need to vent! nothing bad just to get it all out. its bothering me so much., and when i get the chance its like im wasting my time. but then its not because id say it everyday if it make things better.
ahh whoevers reading this prlly thinks im like weird. and i dont care its how i feel so if you think i am stop reading my journal and get over it.
oh well. this is a song i heard on the radio(or the chorus anyways.) ahh i love it!. just thought id share it with you
You don't know how much you mean to me
Whenever you down
You know that you can lean on me
No matter the situation
Boy, I'm gon' hold you down
Thats about it. sorry if i bored you. cya