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I am so fucking mad. I am confused and i am.....well idk anymore lets just say my hates me my little brother despises of me and my dad well he has not been in the picture for 12 years so fuck him 2. I am very tired of living my life and i wish i could solve all of my problems in a blink of an eye but i cant and i hate it. it is not fun being the enemy in ur house and have to b cinderella. i have like 4 friends because i am scared 2 let anybody in. I am very careful of who i tell things 2 because if i told the wrong person it would b over because the whole school would know and then i would probley never come back to school and even though school is boring and school is dumb i dont want to drop out and live on the streets like a bum. Hey i am a poet and didnt even know it LOL
I love everyone i have in my life now and thankful that they care but sometimes that is not enough. I want to be loved for who i am not for what i look like. i mean guys are like i want some of that pussy look at the tits on that girl and i used to like it but now i realize i want someone to want me for me and not for my body. I want a guy to tell me how pretty i am not how good my boobs look in my new shirt. I love a guy 2 compliment me on my body sometimes but not every 10 mins ya know? All the girls out there i know u can relate to what i am sayin.
I love my girl sarah though she is the best of the best. She is such a great friend. She tells me what she thinks when i tell her something and she gives the best advice. I am glade she has walked in 2 my life. She picked a good time to do so. Thank you sarah i love ya!!!!!!!!! LOL
LOVE U SARAH!!!
I love everyone i have in my life now and thankful that they care but sometimes that is not enough. I want to be loved for who i am not for what i look like. i mean guys are like i want some of that pussy look at the tits on that girl and i used to like it but now i realize i want someone to want me for me and not for my body. I want a guy to tell me how pretty i am not how good my boobs look in my new shirt. I love a guy 2 compliment me on my body sometimes but not every 10 mins ya know? All the girls out there i know u can relate to what i am sayin.
I love my girl sarah though she is the best of the best. She is such a great friend. She tells me what she thinks when i tell her something and she gives the best advice. I am glade she has walked in 2 my life. She picked a good time to do so. Thank you sarah i love ya!!!!!!!!! LOL
LOVE U SARAH!!!