I`s Been a Very Long Time
so as i am reading my past journal entry`s i am thinking "wow what a dumb ass i was." My life is so different now. i am like a whole new person. my love life is the best annd you would never guess the guy i am with now and have been with for the past year. I don't live with my mom anymore. well let me explain everything to you. (this may take awhile)
Ok about my love life... remember that guy kenny who i was talking about was a stalker and shit and i would never get with him or anything like that, well thats who i am with. He has changed alot since then. For about 5 months he pulled the stupid josh shit, friends with benefits and shit. UUUmmmm but now he is the most wonderful guy a girl could ever ask for. He tells me he loves me all the time. He is in the army right now so i have not seen him since new years. We plan on getting married in 2 yrs maybe 3. I already have a promise ring he gave me a year ago for christmas. I am telling you this is real, he is the one i want to be with, he completes me in every way. About Bobby, well i have not talk to him in about a year and a half. Last time i talk to him he gave me $100 told me his mom died and he would always love me and one day he would come back for me. I am not going to lie, yes i love kenny but i wonder sometimes what would of happen between me and bobby. I think a part of me still loves him and i feel bad about it. I dont think kenny knows though. Enough about that.
O yeah and i don't live with my mom no more because i was tired of being in such a bad envirement, yes i could do whatever i wanted when i wanted, but i was tired of failing at everything and i knew i had to do something fast. So i now live with kenny`s mom and step dad and i love it here. I dont have no where near as much freedom but i go to my moms on the weekends and get all the freedom i need. I am going to make something of myself living here and they are helping me do it. I am so thankful for people like the ones i live with.... Mrs.Molly (kenny`s mom) is a baltimore city cop. and Mr.Scott (kenny`s step dad) works for the government but is also in the army.
Alot of shit has happened since i been on here. I have a myspace account... just look up my email address and you will find me (sexypuddytitty@yahoo.com) well i gots to roll...
Ok about my love life... remember that guy kenny who i was talking about was a stalker and shit and i would never get with him or anything like that, well thats who i am with. He has changed alot since then. For about 5 months he pulled the stupid josh shit, friends with benefits and shit. UUUmmmm but now he is the most wonderful guy a girl could ever ask for. He tells me he loves me all the time. He is in the army right now so i have not seen him since new years. We plan on getting married in 2 yrs maybe 3. I already have a promise ring he gave me a year ago for christmas. I am telling you this is real, he is the one i want to be with, he completes me in every way. About Bobby, well i have not talk to him in about a year and a half. Last time i talk to him he gave me $100 told me his mom died and he would always love me and one day he would come back for me. I am not going to lie, yes i love kenny but i wonder sometimes what would of happen between me and bobby. I think a part of me still loves him and i feel bad about it. I dont think kenny knows though. Enough about that.
O yeah and i don't live with my mom no more because i was tired of being in such a bad envirement, yes i could do whatever i wanted when i wanted, but i was tired of failing at everything and i knew i had to do something fast. So i now live with kenny`s mom and step dad and i love it here. I dont have no where near as much freedom but i go to my moms on the weekends and get all the freedom i need. I am going to make something of myself living here and they are helping me do it. I am so thankful for people like the ones i live with.... Mrs.Molly (kenny`s mom) is a baltimore city cop. and Mr.Scott (kenny`s step dad) works for the government but is also in the army.
Alot of shit has happened since i been on here. I have a myspace account... just look up my email address and you will find me (sexypuddytitty@yahoo.com) well i gots to roll...