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Today sucks ass! I have a problem wif my boy. He does not ever go to school and that is the only time I get to c him. We had a little fight over the weekend and have not talked since. i dont even thinks he realizes how much i love him. He has a girlfriend in Texas who is 20 and he is 16. She is really ugly and fat. I think he likes her living in Texas that way he has no real committments. He always has a different girl in his bed every night like girls he does not even know and stuff. I know he is bad 4 me becuase he sells drugs and he always fucks different girls and does not want me in the picture but these feelings i have 4 him are like no other they are so strong it is killing me. I know i need to let him go 4 my own good but i cant i dont know how to move on with out him. Its like if u told me i couldnt have josh u minds as well tell me I cant have air and i need air to breathe and live just like i need josh 2 live. I love him so much. do u have and advice 4 me please i need ur help i cant do this anymore